Is it possible to be stable without medication? Because I can't remember to take mine consistently. I want to be better but I feel like I'm being smothered by all this shit. I try to cope using crossdressing, reading BDSM, weed, religion, and alcohol. Fuck it. BDSM leaves me in an excited blathering mania after and I love.the.mania. though I tend to buy a bunch of shit post BDSM events. Or freak people out by describing what just happened without context and scare people which is retarded of me. Idk. I'm living in a mental rollercoaster.
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