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Thank you for giving my hormones in med form instead of  letting me develop naturally 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 

 

They really wanted a daughter and making a hole was easier when I was born when they thought they had to choose 

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Delora said: 

Thank you for giving my hormones in med form instead of  letting me develop naturally 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 

 

They really wanted a daughter and making a hole was easier when I was born when they thought they had to choose 

 What!!!? So Bo is gay!!!? Ha ha ha, that’s too hilarious 🤣 I mean, I’m really sorry to hear that you were mutilated as a baby and that you missed out on male privilege your entire life, but you got it in the end. You got to get married first. I’m glad you’re finally grieving though.

Life as a guy is the same as married life. You’re safe, you’re loved, and you get sex whenever you want. I’m sorry I’m not good at supporting you, but I hope you’ll get through the grieving process and be happier because of it.

last edit on 5/31/2024 1:46:54 AM
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Delora said: 

Thank you for giving my hormones in med form instead of  letting me develop naturally 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 

I figured they gave you them because they weren't going to appear naturally. Having the presence of both can cancel stuff out from eachother. 

Having an imbalance can cause a myriad of problems, among them Osteoporosis. It's why trans people have to keep up their hormone regiment and take blockers for the ones they originally started with. 

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last edit on 5/31/2024 5:19:03 PM
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Delora said: 

Thank you for giving my hormones in med form instead of  letting me develop naturally 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 

I figured they gave you them because they weren't going to appear naturally. Having the presence of both can cancel stuff out from eachother. 

Having an imbalance can cause a myriad of problems, among them Osteoporosis. It's why trans people have to keep up their hormone regiment and take blockers for the ones they originally started with. 

 My school was making me do that. I was taking some treatment before as well but was told I have a "hormonal imbalance" my entire life never that I was intersex until now. It is a very long story. But I have a lot of dysphoria I usually do not really talk about. I wish I could just look like both because honestly I feel like both and technically I am both. I want to look intersex and be accepted as intersex. I hate to admit it but I have looked into growing out a beard again even though it can be whispy and would require my treatment to be fucked something fierce.  The only upside is there is hope yet I can carry a child to term maybe

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honestly I like that I can be anonymous on this site. This is why I always rip my pictures from here this website is like my safe space where I can speak my mind.

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Delora said: 
Delora said: 

Thank you for giving my hormones in med form instead of  letting me develop naturally 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 

I figured they gave you them because they weren't going to appear naturally. Having the presence of both can cancel stuff out from eachother. 

Having an imbalance can cause a myriad of problems, among them Osteoporosis. It's why trans people have to keep up their hormone regiment and take blockers for the ones they originally started with. 

 My school was making me do that. I was taking some treatment before as well but was told I have a "hormonal imbalance" my entire life never that I was intersex until now. It is a very long story. But I have a lot of dysphoria I usually do not really talk about. I wish I could just look like both because honestly I feel like both and technically I am both. I want to look intersex and be accepted as intersex. I hate to admit it but I have looked into growing out a beard again even though it can be whispy and would require my treatment to be fucked something fierce.  The only upside is there is hope yet I can carry a child to term maybe

 You’re married to a guy. Why do you feel the need to change into looking more intersex? That seems wrong to do without your husband’s blessing. He calls you hot, but will that even be an option for him once you look more like a guy? 

I understand the identity crisis when you thought you were one thing your entire life and now you figure out everyone was just lying to you, but is it really what you want, or is it just rebellion/a reaction from finding out? I think it’s important to take the time to think it through and know why you want to do it and why it is so important to do, even if it causes issues. 

I’m really sorry you’ve been through so much and that you’re struggling with your identity. My theory is that once you’re married, your identity comes from who you are in that relationship and isn’t based on who you are as an individual, just like your identity, once you become a Christian, is in Christ. Think about it and talk to your husband about it and hopefully God too and make an informed decision. One that’s not as emotionally charged.

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Delora said: 

 My school was making me do that. I was taking some treatment before as well but was told I have a "hormonal imbalance" my entire life never that I was intersex until now. It is a very long story. But I have a lot of dysphoria I usually do not really talk about. I wish I could just look like both because honestly I feel like both and technically I am both. I want to look intersex and be accepted as intersex. I hate to admit it but I have looked into growing out a beard again even though it can be whispy and would require my treatment to be fucked something fierce.  The only upside is there is hope yet I can carry a child to term maybe

You’re married to a guy. Why do you feel the need to change into looking more intersex? That seems wrong to do without your husband’s blessing. He calls you hot, but will that even be an option for him once you look more like a guy? 

Why wouldn't it be an option for him? 

Are you saying his love for Delora is not a choice, and that that choice would cease to be if she became more overtly masculine? 

I’m really sorry you’ve been through so much and that you’re struggling with your identity. My theory is that once you’re married, your identity comes from who you are in that relationship and isn’t based on who you are as an individual

 

Seeing as that is coming from an unmarried person, I can't help but feel this is wish fulfilment based on your logic for why you want to become married to people superior to yourself. 

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Delora said: 

 My school was making me do that. I was taking some treatment before as well but was told I have a "hormonal imbalance" my entire life never that I was intersex until now. It is a very long story. But I have a lot of dysphoria I usually do not really talk about. I wish I could just look like both because honestly I feel like both and technically I am both. I want to look intersex and be accepted as intersex. I hate to admit it but I have looked into growing out a beard again even though it can be whispy and would require my treatment to be fucked something fierce.  The only upside is there is hope yet I can carry a child to term maybe

You’re married to a guy. Why do you feel the need to change into looking more intersex? That seems wrong to do without your husband’s blessing. He calls you hot, but will that even be an option for him once you look more like a guy? 

Why wouldn't it be an option for him? 

Are you saying his love for Delora is not a choice, and that that choice would cease to be if she became more overtly masculine? 

I’m really sorry you’ve been through so much and that you’re struggling with your identity. My theory is that once you’re married, your identity comes from who you are in that relationship and isn’t based on who you are as an individual

 

Seeing as that is coming from an unmarried person, I can't help but feel this is wish fulfilment based on your logic for why you want to become married to people superior to yourself. 

 No, that’s how the Bible says marriage is suppose to be and I don’t know, I guess. He might find dudes attractive too. Maybe that’s why he married her in the first place. Who knows 🤷‍♀️ I’m just saying think about the reasoning behind why it’s necessary and make sure not to forget about your husband’s feelings and God’s wishes.

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Haha I thought I was ready to talk about this but I guess I wasn't prepared for some comments yet haha it kind of hurts?

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