i didnt even feel it in the moment, it was weird
The shock from the moment, usually keeps you from feeling pain immediately. Lots of people have been stabbed and walked home or to other locations with the object embedded without noticing or feeling it.
I hope you both walk away from each other
I hope you come closer to me you cute faggot
KillMe said:To me, hitting at all means you are weak minded. It means you couldn't come up with the words that would inflict a similar level of pain and dominance, but... I also do not think you should want to hurt anyone at all, however, I think whomever is physically stronger is the weaker one for hitting the other.
To me, it shows that you are weak if you attack someone who is defenseless. That shows that you are weak because you knew the other person had no chance, yet you did it anyway. That is unfair, which means you cheated, which makes you weak. You couldn't win on an equal playing field, so you had to resort to cheating. That's admitting defeat and retaliating, which makes you the loser and also weak.Knife > Fist. She has now shown herself to be the weaker one.
Did you lose weight
And stabbing at your face? Fuck man what if she stabbed you in the eye
over money too
It was the only reason she presented on here for taking you back in the first place.
Yep. She proposed to be "business partners before relationship" like I'm the kinda faggot that gets strung along.
She clearly assumes that she can use your desperation to control you. It stopped looking like compensation as much once she tried to "mastermind" a shitty ploy no one would fall for (unlike what I've seen of your work). If she's escalated to a knife I assume that comfort zone of hers shattered hard somewhere... but also for as volatile as she is she's shown that she can be yo-yo'd (but then again, so have you now).
She sees you as both powerful and weak at once for both of it's detriments, conveniently visiting the one that fits her in the moment to justify her fragile ego. If you ask me, this can't work even if you successfully go through therapy to control your anger. Even if she had you perma-cucked with a cock cage and everything she'd still find things wrong.
If anything, she might risk you relapsing your aggression with her brand of behavior. You can't stand being laughed at or insulted, she knows it, and she will use it at every opportunity where she doesn't feel like she's winning. As long as you've escalated further than she has, you will always appear to be the bad guy, but to focus solely on that is to ignore large portions of the problem.
Get out of there dude, it could be an eye next.
