I’m all about respecting employees, waiters etc. i always tip 20 percent because i know i have money and they live off of tips, i know what its like to be on the other end of things working in health care and other things like that i’m Not one to like, ever be rude to an employee.
One time tryp called me out because i held my phone out ahead of time- i was just trying to be helpful and i looked away because he was in the car, i was looking at him. And he was like, “ur so rude omg” but i really didn’t realize this looked rude and since then i haven’t done that.
I just held it out so they could scan it but now i wait for them to ask for the payment or whatever like
i promise I’m not inconsiderate or rude. I’m really nice to random strangers and stuff. I’m really nice i swear.
Lol i go out of my way to help homeless people, the reason i went into health care was because i wanted to serve in the peace corp working with organizations to provide better health care to people who unfairly don’t have access to it.
I would give the shirt off my back to someone who needed it.
The photos you saw of me and tryp in a “rehab facility” was actually us doing volunteer work over the holidays for a prison organization.
I do and have done volunteer work like that through out my life, i just don’t sit online telling everyone about it because it just doesn’t come to mind to. All through out the time i was in Mexico especially is when i did a lot.
But i’m Actually an altruistic natured person, I’m really compassionate and understanding (even of the people who get under my skin, or do bad things in my eyes, or we just don’t get along etc.)
Of course I’m not perfect I still get angry sometimes and yeah thats my own defect of character but
i wasn’t mad at this employee at starbucks at all, i was just making light of a kind of odd situation because that’s what comedy is.
But yeah uh, i’m Also not afraid to voice my opinions and like i’m Not afraid of confrontation so sometimes i will straight up tell people how i feel so maybe that comes off a certain way but.
I’m always just trying to be real with people and yeah sometimes they think i’m Being rude but i’m Just being real- i can’t sit here and pretend to be this perfect angel child of standards you guys hold me to.
The reality is, i like starbucks, i go there a lot. People here judge me, for liking a drink, and a brand. And then i go there, we had an awkward moment, i make a post about it online, people judge me for that too.
But it’s just, reality. I’m not your ideal perfect angel whatever you have made up for me to be in your he4ad- and you can cast those ideals on yourself but quit projecting them onto others and expecting anyone to be exactly as you want them to be just to fit your standard.,
Why can’t we all just accept each other as we are and lighten up a bit? It’s just a freaking drink, it’s just a cup of coffee. I drink it on the daily- not because i’m A bitch. But because i have clinically diagnosed depression, and most days- it’s what allows me to get out of bed, and being a functioning human being long enough, to make income.
We’re all just doing our best ok. Starbucks gets me jacked better than anywhere else, so I drink it so i can feel alive again for a few hours. Also the meds i take for anxiety are so heavy and tiring, i need the coffee to balance it out. It’s better to use that, than another medication on top of it.
If i dont take my anxiety meds, i am not able to function. Because i have a wonderful thing called ptsd.
So lets all just chill out. Ok? I’m just a human being getting my freakin tea, i didnt mean to be a bitch, i’m Really having the best of intentions, i just was making a joke. I’m a nice person i swear, let’s all just chill. Ok? Sorry.
