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kk I feel more compassionate now, the author seems very lost and confused,  and if the author was still alive I would have liked to talk to that person some about the beliefs and ideologies that I have found helpful for being able to stay optimistic and feel a sense of unconditionally loving connection within myself and between myself and other people,  which has led to a life experience of feeling more safe and confident,  after going through a phase  (like 28 years)  of also feeling very lost and confused.

I think what I find funny is the author's pretentious attitude  ("superior to you" despite communicating in so many words that the author seems to be lost and confused and appearingly self-aware that he is lost and confused),  and I also find it somewhat offensive because,  like, that type of attitude used to confuse me in ways that had a traumatic effect on myself personally before I became more confident and autonomous in my beliefs.  soo really,  It was more my own laughing at my own previous lostness and confusion,  and I do not like want to influence/ be a stimulus of people feeling misunderstood or not appreciated and loved

It was like mostly laughter of relief and freedom from my past beliefs and perceptions that led to soo much darkness and loneliness in a lot of my life experiences

sighh,  when someone comes across as an authority figure and you are still unsure about life and finding your way through to something meaningful and satisfying,  it really  😭😭💔,  um is just very very confusing,  and then when that person sort of comes across that you are not worthy of you know like mutual respect and appreciation and love as another human being just like that person is too,  umm,  it hurts.  a lot.  and yeahh.  😭😭💔

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This monologue is soo hilarious that I cannot even feel sad for the author because I was laughing too hard

That's kinda mean, if he were alive that'd be akin to bullying. 

I think they make a lot of high school students read it if they're advanced enough, which you probably weren't so I understand why you'd say he's obscure