As of the 10th, "Acrid" responds a week later to the Leoteo reference:
Acrid — 10/10/2023 7:16 PM
The fuck are you tagging me for
Blearydoll — 10/10/2023 7:25 PM
Because I thought you were a nice person perhaps I was wrong
Enjoy your solitude
Blearydoll — 10/10/2023 8:02 PM
I love images of Lady Godiva
Acrid — 10/10/2023 11:27 PM
This is why people won't reconnect with you. Because you're a manipulative retard.
Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 12:36 AM
In fact I’m happy to say: you’re wrong And when I say reconnect I mean real, live, people, not strangers online
Best wishes
Acrid — 10/11/2023 12:55 AM
Lmao
Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 6:16 AM
I don’t even know you really .
Your answers are really incongruous. Like what’s lmao about that.
Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 6:35 PM
Anyone want to voice chat
@everyone
Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 6:56 PM
She tries to emulate Chapo.
Retard this lmao that
I guess she thinks Chapo has the patent on typical internet language, rather than seeing him as not unique. Makes one wonder if her music theft claims are a similar problem.
Still right there you can see another telltale example of how Med pushes people away from herself, in this case over someone she specifically requested talking to.
"Enjoy your solitude" is clearly projection as Med's loneliness mounts on itself, like when ThrillKill used to call people "pigs". Even further, she's been going on for a while about wanting to "connect with real people", yet she's limiting herself to Discord, here, and maybe Reddit?
As of the 12th, Buttered Toast tries to jump into the frey once Med looks like she's that much closer to a genuine cry for help:
Buttered Toast — 10/12/2023 8:57 PMWhat are you doing? First, why do you
need a man? Why are you getting with your ex this way? How is that your strategy? It seems more antagonistic than anything. Definitely a toxic basis for any prospective relationship. What you are doing is that you are trapped in a loneliness of your own creation but have to find some external means, which you constantly contest, to find an out and find your happiness.
If you need a man, what do you need one for? Companionship? What's that mean to you? It deserves some reflection.
I can't lie, but your means of going about this seem, especially from the outside, as underhanded. Circumspect.
Is it that you can't accept the straightforward approach and the consequences?
Where is your conflict?
Can't help but agree with BT here, using a lawsuit to try to get back with someone, rather than back at someone, seems more likely to piss the other person off. How this point is missed by Med is arguably the bigger mystery here.
A day later it concludes with the following:
Good — 10/13/2023 4:59 AM
dick >:)
Blearydoll — 10/13/2023 12:14 PM
Naturally
I guess Med isn't just confused, but also shallow. That has to suck, imagine suing someone because you're horny. 🤨
This strategy seems genuinely disordered to me.
Continuing on on the 14th, she ignores her peers points and queries to continue talking about herself:
Blearydoll — 10/14/2023 9:01 PM
I’m going through kind of a crisis. That word doesn’t quite fit. I’m an artist; I’m fiercely right AND left- brained. I need to revamp my whole LinkedIn which is like medical, medical, medical (but I dropped out). I can’t really put I’m an artist until I make money from it. I have an idea for a project using my own art (I created in 2019) but I need a lawyer to draw up a contract for a contractor. But instead I’m pursuing this shared copyright issue with my ex via a lawyer. I want to be in the divine spot when he gets in contact . I’d like to bill myself as an artist
I don’t recognize myself when I look at my LinkedIn
Anybody else talk here? 😉
Any other words I can use - I don’t like the word transition
Blearydoll — 10/14/2023 9:15 PM
I feel at my most creative at night
I have been writing down my notes for future songs and ideas for when I can get to them
Three days later she finds it within herself to respond to Buttered Toast in a way that completely misses the point:
Blearydoll — 10/15/2023 8:17 PM
He’s probably married anyways.
She still doesn't see the issue somehow. Maybe someone ought to try courting her through a lawsuit, it seems to be how she hits on people.
On the 16th she fishes for attention again, this time getting a bite:
Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 5:35 AM
I’m executing on my plan, contacted a vocal coach, should have done this years ago when I appeared on the recording
Gogol — 10/16/2023 5:54 AM
A vocal coach? Why, elaborate on that.
Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 6:00 AM
Hello, thanks for asking, I worked with a now known musician mostly as lyricist and appeared on a recording. Apart from that in middle school I was in a by-audition singing group. I went to an audition for a film when I was eleven but I walked out of the audition in the middle before hearing results . Now, I want to at the very least prepare a repertoire I can sing at karaoke nights in karaoke bars. I wanted to pursue vocal lessons ten years ago but I didn’t do it
Gogol — 10/16/2023 6:03 AM
Nice, follow your dreams and be happy
Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 6:19 AM
I want to put this video of my art on my LinkedIn what do you think can I do it
Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 12:41 PM
I’m having trouble with energy; everything seems overwhelming
All I have planned
The above confirms for me that she's just looking for someone to allow her to keep talking. Gogol had to completely censor out his usual words to the point of saying practically nothing for her to even accept his presence. She was only okay with it once he reduced himself to only saying "Go on" and "Good for you".
Can't help but agree with this point made about Med on the 10th:
Acrid — 10/10/2023 11:27 PM
This is why people won't reconnect with you. Because you're a manipulative retard.
She legitimately shows some of the strangest struggles I've seen, but underneath it all it is Med attempting and failing at manipulating people into strictly talking to her as enablers.
It's somewhat like how Turquie began to act after a while, except even Turquie's better at talking to people than this. This instead is like seeing Med say "FUCK OFF" to people actually willing to engage her being followed by constantly asking why no one wants to talk to her.
This must be some form of social retardation.
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