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I'm going to start copying over her Discord activity to here from the SC server, out of pity. 

Maybe someone here will want to engage with her? If not, then at least it serves as a comparison for context when put next to the stuff she says here. 


August seems to be her posting artwork from like 20+ years ago as if it's still relevant now, save for her sketch of Jim that she thinks is comparable to The Scream over how they're both bald. Rather than spend time copying all of that over I'll just mention it in passing. 

By the end of August she started posting selfies instead to desperately seek attention, only to get next-to-nothing back in response, calling herself 'The Artist' when she rarely makes art anymore. 

A lot of this feels like when a 50 year old man brags about high school football. 

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Eminem Threatens Legal Action Against Vivek Ramaswamy for Use of Song

https://people.com/eminem-vivek-ramaswamy-legal-action-rapping-his-music-7963055

Guess Eminem was an anthem for my generation. What happened to copyright protections for artists though, royalties and all that? Eminem sent him cease-and-desist letter and candidate just flaunts use in his face. On the other side, what constitutes fair use anyway. Many artists themselves are thieves, seems to be the nature of the beast. In an overturn of Supreme Court policy, recently cases side with the thieving artists not those stolen from.

She then posts a video of herself on loop fiddling with her necklace... with a song playing super loudly in the background for about 36 seconds. No idea what she was trying to say with that. 

She then repeats herself over the end of the above line in case no one read it. Following that she responds to herself: 

Robin Thicke Blurred Lines vs. Marvin Gaye Estate 2. Taylor Swift v. her challenger for Haters gon’ hate 3. Led Zepplin vs. songwriter who said he ripped off Stairway to Heaven
Three cases in recent memory
The thing is & I’ll catch some flak for saying so but musicians for example Marvin Gaye prob stole it in the first place
Can’t talk about it here but this musician stole my work and became rather famous. I asked my dad an attorney about it once. He said: in patent infringement cases, it doesn’t take much of an accusatory letter to permit the alleged infringer to haul the accuser into court into a declaratory judgment action to prove his case and it can cost the accuser big bucks. The same is probably true of a copyright case, he said. Would be up against the Record Company lawyers and it would be mad expensive and I’d be sure to lose , nevermind whatever the Statute of Limitations is…
So moral is you can’t just go around accusing anybody unless you’re prepared to get sued yrself….

Lol, I'm trying to imagine Med proving that. 

Following this she reposts the 36 second song video a few more times alongside her art, desperate to be noticed by a cruel and uncaring void. As someone else compliments another user for their quote, Med responds to his saying "Nice" to it with: 

Blearydoll — 09/04/2023 5:06 PM
Just want to point out u meant to say this about my stuff 🙂

Yikes. 

Following this she posts some art that isn't her own to demonstrate how lonely she is: 

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She then spends time trying to sell her art, which from the looks of it no one on the server wants. 

This covers the first 10 days of her from September. 

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On the 10th, two people prone to talking about themselves collide: 

Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 6:01 PM
Okay so my dad drew that and I looked up Gamma Theta Rho and all I can find is something called “the Greeks” in finance about options trading, which im not sure was his intention. I mean it is pretty baller and my dad was a wizard at math


Gogol — 09/10/2023 6:02 PM
Iam horny rn


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 6:59 PM
I’m a bit sad. I kind of know why too. I’m thinking of the future and it appears there will be one.


Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 7:07 PM
News for you there is no way out


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:12 PM
That’s why I’m a bit sad.


Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 7:13 PM
Today I became interested in longevity medicine , I want to be the most efficient and live long but I’m lazy I can’t make myself work out as much as I’d like
Life is time management how you choose to spend your time
You’re forward thinking I often revert to the past
It’s seductive
Thinking about the past is seductive


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:17 PM
The past is boring. It never changes. The future takes too long to come, so all we have is the present, sadly, which sometimes is too hard to stand.


Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 7:21 PM
So I try to remember the whys of the past. IE I took a wrong turn here, I had so much promise there. What led me to this point. As I get further away from it I can’t remember. Photos would help but I had a penchant for getting angry and throwing out photos and mementos. I think given the choice id like to be forward thinking
Present is hard to stand sure present is boring so we conceive of all sorts of games to make it interesting


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:23 PM
Cool 😎


Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 7:24 PM
To me my past changes I look at it with new insight all the time given new info
This is veering really abstract
I get bored in conversations easily lol
Often don’t wait for the payoff…
What about the future gives you pause ?


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:37 PM
The past is set in stone. When you think it changes, it’s really just you looking at it with your current feelings and experiences as your lens, so it doesn’t actually change, just your perception of it does. However, that’s not good because it’s over already and what it meant doesn’t actually change.

It’s like a non-live photo. Everything that was in the picture is still the same as it was when the picture was taken. If you focus on a different part of it, it doesn’t change the focus of the picture, nor it’s purpose.

All it means when you see something new in it, is that your reason for looking at the picture has changed. Thus, it’s the present moment that’s changing how you interpret the picture and what you see in the picture, not the meaning, focus or intent of the picture that changes.

That means you need to stop looking at the picture and take a new one with the same intent that you have in looking at the old picture. Start over, don’t expect the past to change the future. Only the present can do that.


Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 7:39 PM
Did you know you’re a great motivational speaker


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:39 PM
The non-Jesus part. I have a hard time waiting for Him to come back because the world freaking sucks without Him and I’m extremely impatient and that makes me sad.

ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:40 PM
Thanks 🙏


Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 7:40 PM
I know impatience
Don’t rush your life


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:46 PM
I don’t really want a life in this fallen world. That’s the sad part. I rather be dead and wait for God like that because it’s easier, but I can’t kill myself because then I won’t be able to be with Jesus forever and God doesn’t want me dead because He wants to use me to help others, but I suck at everything and am not as sure as He is that I can even help, so I just feel like it’s too hard to be alive because of the many ways I can mess up and make Him sad, compared to the very few ways I can actually help Him and make Him proud of me, given my issues.


Blearydoll — 09/10/2023 7:47 PM
I’m sorry you lose me when you get this way. I hope you find some relief though


ChallengeSeeker — 09/10/2023 7:48 PM
It’s cool 😎 That’s also why Jesus is the only one I could ever marry. No one else gets me.

Med has no one talk to her for the most part for nearly two weeks, then this passes as motivational speaking to her. 🤣

It's nice to see she got over how CS was able to succeed with Chapo in ways she never could, the envy she had before over it was not a good look. 

As for the rest of this 10 day segment, she tries to sell her art again and brag about shit she did when she was a teenager. She otherwise only says the following: 

Blearydoll — 09/12/2023 5:27 PM
What’s new

Blearydoll — 09/12/2023 6:39 PM
How do I overcome laziness to work out
Also vanicream is gud stuff
I can't help but feel as if she's burnt out, and now her art is the same as her love life. 

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As of the 20th, lacking prompts otherwise, CS bites Med's bait again over something she said 8 days prior: 

ChallengeSeeker — 09/20/2023 2:19 AM
I’ve been doing amazingly with my Jesus loving, but I have a craving for something bad, so I’m struggling again. What about you?

ChallengeSeeker — 09/20/2023 2:21 AM
Make it fun. Dance to your favorite music as a workout, or do it to get somewhere you need to go, like walk there. You can also try doing it when you first wake up, so you don’t notice it’s work, for a while, while you’re still sleepy.

She responds four days later with the following, then it goes nowhere else: 

Blearydoll — 09/24/2023 9:08 PM
I’m thinking about renewing my interest in vocal lessons
 


As of the 28th, Med tries again as she speaks towards the void. She appears to enjoy not being ignored, but otherwise begins insulting her prospective conversation partner as if to jinx herself back into void-speaking: 

Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 1:41 PM
I like a lot of songs but I think Elie Goulding’s “love me like you do” is in my range, but I’d have to work up to it because it’s been a long time since I sang! Thinking about the quality of her voice and mine. I just gotta figure out this possible laryngopharyngeal reflux and ear pain. I’m trying to diagnose myself this is what a little stint at med school will do ya lol
Gonna get a coach and hit up karaoke I think

Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 1:56 PM
I was in a by -audition singing group in middle school
Who do I think I’m going to meet at karaoke anyway lol…

Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 3:26 PM
Was on a bootleg album too


Gogol — 09/28/2023 4:01 PM
Med, tell Chapo why did you shit your pants in public once
You said u wanted to fart
But the chipotle u ate wanted to come out
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Chapo, Med shat her pants


Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 4:06 PM
You are so juvenile I don’t understand how I did not realize it
Not even like frat boy like as it appeared before just juvenile


Gogol — 09/28/2023 4:35 PM
Med, you know that accidents happen.
Just admit you shit your pants, it makes you more human


Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 5:20 PM
I was on a bootleg album
I thinking of my ex I’ve got really bad ear pain and I can’t swallow
It’s a curse lol

Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 5:29 PM
Artist / From: Ellie Goulding (artist vocal range)
Title: Love Me Like You Do
Original Key: C Major
Vocal range: C4-G5
I think I can do it I just have to recover
I’ve also tried to “draw”jumping from one note to another in my mind—does anyone else think of it this way
“My head is spinning round I can’t see clear no more” such a beautiful arpeggio
I wanna put this hold music in a sequencer and “cheat” and create a new song from it but I don’t know how to record a call on my phone

Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 5:42 PM
Anybody wanna talk about music ?

Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 5:47 PM
If you were willing to talk and not insult me I might respond
What do you know about music?

Blearydoll — 09/28/2023 6:23 PM
Lost your chance
Poor Med, after realizing she chased off someone willing to talk to her she regrets it and tries to invite him back. 

I guess having people walk away from her is her aphrodisiac. Rather than face this however she'd sooner say it is Gogol's fault for missing the chance Med herself missed to have a conversation with someone. 

Her habit of cussing out the majority of her conversation partners looks to be working against her, then she wonders where everyone is. Rather than notice her own communication issues however, she yet again externalizes it to being about the other person over what could have gone wrong. 


Good — 09/29/2023 9:04 AM
god damn this place is still not dead


Blearydoll — 09/29/2023 9:12 PM
Does anybody set timelines for your life and execute on them? Such as you say to yourself, “in one year I want to be on tv”? If so, I want to talk to YOU

Blearydoll — 09/30/2023 7:17 PM
Purged like 7k photos from my phone and my life 💯

Blearydoll — 09/30/2023 10:03 PM
Anybody wanna talk about music ?

So sad. 

This covers the month of September, I can't help but pity her. 

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We enter October, a new month which means new opportunities. Someone on the server who has just joined it and, therefor, isn't tired of her yet, engages her in discussion after enough begging has happened on Med's end: 

the lord of chaos — 10/01/2023 7:25 AM
depends on what kind


Blearydoll — 10/01/2023 11:02 AM
I see, you are not eclectic. I'm pretty eclectic myself. I have a heard a lot of music and participated in creating music.

Blearydoll — 10/01/2023 5:12 PM
Anybody know any musician’s message boards ?


the lord of chaos — 10/02/2023 12:18 AM
lol don’t know how you can judge that from a simple inquiry but whatever floats your boat
“you’re not eclectic” sounds like cringe hipster verbiage


Blearydoll — 10/02/2023 2:49 AM
You stated a position which is it depends what type so that means you are not eclectic. Eclectic just means you are open to all kinds of music
ec·lec·tic
/ēˈklektik/
adjective
1.
deriving ideas, style, or taste from a broad and diverse range of sources.
And to your point I always thought the people who might use the word cringe which is overplayed do so out of lack of vocabulary. I can assure you eclectic is my turn of phrase.
Anyone let me know if you want to talk about music.


the lord of chaos — 10/02/2023 3:34 AM
this was a clarifying remark. if you couldn’t figure that out, not my problem

the lord of chaos — 10/02/2023 3:35 AM
lol i know the meaning of eclectic. you have quite the smug ego huh? not surprising considering the website and discord you use.

the lord of chaos — 10/02/2023 3:35 AM
it doesn’t matter what you think, so this is irrelevant. you didn’t invent the word, so “my turn of phrase” is a weird fuckin claim to make.
being a pretentious hipster assclown on the internet was overplayed a decade and a half ago, lul. hypocrisy is also cringe by the way.

the lord of chaos — 10/02/2023 3:38 AM
if you think i’d wanna talk to you about music after that horseshit, you’re dumber than a bag of hammers and less than useful. no thanks.


Blearydoll — 10/02/2023 6:40 AM
Same to you
Anybody know any musician’s message boards?
The stupid thing is I want to talk about music production and making derivative works however the Reddit specifically forbids “piracy” talk so I can’t get a post in
However theft in the music world is real — it’s just quiet and not discussed

Blearydoll — 10/03/2023 8:40 PM
Can anybody tell Leoteo that I’d like to talk to her

Fairly certain Leoteo was Alena, now going by Acrid.  

If that's the case, you know Med's lonely when she specifically asks to talk to someone she's spent so much time badmouthing. 


On the following day, I notice that Med's been talking to herself while begging for attention from the people she's dissed, so I extend a hand of pity and attempt communication with her: 

In response to Med saying: "However theft in the music world is real — it’s just quiet and not discussed"

𝕋urncøat — 10/04/2023 6:55 PM
There's definitely lawsuits and junk about it, and I don't really see how that's related to piracy. o_o


Blearydoll — 10/05/2023 8:38 AM
If you really have nothing to add would you mind reserving comment (“lawsuits and junk”)
I need a skilled computer animator for an art project if anyone has the skills please inquire with me . If you know where I can go to get this job done on preexisting artwork of mine which I plan to digitize let me know @everyone


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 8:40 AM
That was me adding to it.


Blearydoll — 10/05/2023 8:40 AM
Bye


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 8:40 AM
There are lawsuits over 'theft in the music world', you know about that right?
There's laws even over how much a song can or can't resemble another one, what constitutes homage etc.
I then questioned how Piracy would be related to it, since Piracy is over people illegally downloading media which seems unrelated to what you were saying you wanted to talk about on that reddit.
Did you use the word wrong?
Otherwise yeah, point was, it is discussed in the music world, and it's not done quietly, so I'm not sure what you mean.


Blearydoll — 10/05/2023 8:44 AM
The law is really loose and allows theft to stand. It’s not really a deterrent My dad was an intellectual property lawyer so I am aware. Try reading on Quora variations of questions people are asking about fair use
You know I blocked you previously roght?


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 8:45 AM
I didn't notice I guess. 🤷


Blearydoll — 10/05/2023 8:45 AM
Notice!


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 8:45 AM
lol
"Notice me"
"I blocked you, now notice me!" XD

𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 8:45 AM
Lol you use Quora as your source of information?
[Lord of Chaos responds with the :joy: emoji to this]

What do you mean by 'allow theft to stand' though? As I just mentioned it tends to be addressed.
Even Youtube has to take stuff down for having a song in it that gets copyright struck.
[Lord of Chaos responds with the :thumbsup: emoji to this]

Theft doesn't really stand in the music world, they're working to crack down on it.


Blearydoll — 10/05/2023 8:49 AM
Wrong
Not notice me notice I blocked you and be considerate of my wishes
Please go away


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 9:53 AM
You don't respect that out of others, why should they respect it out of you?
[Lord of Chaos responds with the :thumsup: emoji to this]


Blearydoll — 10/05/2023 2:53 PM
I don’t talk to chapo if that’s what you mean. I really find you try to wade in topics where you have little to No a priori knowledge
I have nothing more to say to you about music and intellectual property unless you are prepared with intelligent discussion.
@𝕋urncøat


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 3:47 PM
If you'd scroll up, you'd see that's what the attempt's been over.
Jeez.

I tried. 🤷

the lord of chaos — 10/05/2023 6:16 PM
copyright and fair use laws are the most commonly used ones in Youtube

the lord of chaos — 10/05/2023 6:17 PM
don’t bother, she’s not interested in having a good faith discussion. snobby, pseudo intellectual Redditors rarely are.
inb4 “aD hOmiNeM”


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 6:21 PM
She every once in a while is capable of actual conversation.
Kinda.


the lord of chaos — 10/05/2023 6:22 PM
“kinda” lol that says it all


𝕋urncøat — 10/05/2023 6:43 PM
She tries on good days.
Can't really ask for more than the effort.
I feel kind of bad for her, poor unfortunate soul. 

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As of the 10th, "Acrid" responds a week later to the Leoteo reference: 

Acrid — 10/10/2023 7:16 PM
The fuck are you tagging me for


Blearydoll — 10/10/2023 7:25 PM
Because I thought you were a nice person perhaps I was wrong
Enjoy your solitude

Blearydoll — 10/10/2023 8:02 PM
I love images of Lady Godiva


Acrid — 10/10/2023 11:27 PM
This is why people won't reconnect with you. Because you're a manipulative retard.


Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 12:36 AM
In fact I’m happy to say: you’re wrong And when I say reconnect I mean real, live, people, not strangers online
Best wishes


Acrid — 10/11/2023 12:55 AM
Lmao


Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 6:16 AM
I don’t even know you really .
Your answers are really incongruous. Like what’s lmao about that.

Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 6:35 PM
Anyone want to voice chat
@everyone

Blearydoll — 10/11/2023 6:56 PM
She tries to emulate Chapo.
Retard this lmao that

I guess she thinks Chapo has the patent on typical internet language, rather than seeing him as not unique. Makes one wonder if her music theft claims are a similar problem. 

Still right there you can see another telltale example of how Med pushes people away from herself, in this case over someone she specifically requested talking to. 

"Enjoy your solitude" is clearly projection as Med's loneliness mounts on itself, like when ThrillKill used to call people "pigs". Even further, she's been going on for a while about wanting to "connect with real people", yet she's limiting herself to Discord, here, and maybe Reddit? 



As of the 12th, Buttered Toast tries to jump into the frey once Med looks like she's that much closer to a genuine cry for help: 

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Buttered Toast — 10/12/2023 8:57 PM
What are you doing? First, why do you need a man? Why are you getting with your ex this way? How is that your strategy? It seems more antagonistic than anything. Definitely a toxic basis for any prospective relationship. What you are doing is that you are trapped in a loneliness of your own creation but have to find some external means, which you constantly contest, to find an out and find your happiness.
If you need a man, what do you need one for? Companionship? What's that mean to you? It deserves some reflection.
I can't lie, but your means of going about this seem, especially from the outside, as underhanded. Circumspect.
Is it that you can't accept the straightforward approach and the consequences?
Where is your conflict?

Can't help but agree with BT here, using a lawsuit to try to get back with someone, rather than back at someone, seems more likely to piss the other person off. How this point is missed by Med is arguably the bigger mystery here. 

A day later it concludes with the following: 

Good — 10/13/2023 4:59 AM
dick >:)


Blearydoll — 10/13/2023 12:14 PM
Naturally

I guess Med isn't just confused, but also shallow. That has to suck, imagine suing someone because you're horny. 🤨

This strategy seems genuinely disordered to me. 



Continuing on on the 14th, she ignores her peers points and queries to continue talking about herself: 

Blearydoll — 10/14/2023 9:01 PM
I’m going through kind of a crisis. That word doesn’t quite fit. I’m an artist; I’m fiercely right AND left- brained. I need to revamp my whole LinkedIn which is like medical, medical, medical (but I dropped out). I can’t really put I’m an artist until I make money from it. I have an idea for a project using my own art (I created in 2019) but I need a lawyer to draw up a contract for a contractor. But instead I’m pursuing this shared copyright issue with my ex via a lawyer. I want to be in the divine spot when he gets in contact . I’d like to bill myself as an artist
I don’t recognize myself when I look at my LinkedIn
Anybody else talk here? 😉
Any other words I can use - I don’t like the word transition

Blearydoll — 10/14/2023 9:15 PM
I feel at my most creative at night
I have been writing down my notes for future songs and ideas for when I can get to them

Three days later she finds it within herself to respond to Buttered Toast in a way that completely misses the point: 
Blearydoll — 10/15/2023 8:17 PM
He’s probably married anyways.
She still doesn't see the issue somehow. Maybe someone ought to try courting her through a lawsuit, it seems to be how she hits on people. 

On the 16th she fishes for attention again, this time getting a bite: 
Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 5:35 AM
I’m executing on my plan, contacted a vocal coach, should have done this years ago when I appeared on the recording


Gogol — 10/16/2023 5:54 AM
A vocal coach? Why, elaborate on that.


Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 6:00 AM
Hello, thanks for asking, I worked with a now known musician mostly as lyricist and appeared on a recording. Apart from that in middle school I was in a by-audition singing group. I went to an audition for a film when I was eleven but I walked out of the audition in the middle before hearing results . Now, I want to at the very least prepare a repertoire I can sing at karaoke nights in karaoke bars. I wanted to pursue vocal lessons ten years ago but I didn’t do it


Gogol — 10/16/2023 6:03 AM
Nice, follow your dreams and be happy


Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 6:19 AM
I want to put this video of my art on my LinkedIn what do you think can I do it

Blearydoll — 10/16/2023 12:41 PM
I’m having trouble with energy; everything seems overwhelming
All I have planned

The above confirms for me that she's just looking for someone to allow her to keep talking. Gogol had to completely censor out his usual words to the point of saying practically nothing for her to even accept his presence. She was only okay with it once he reduced himself to only saying "Go on" and "Good for you". 

Can't help but agree with this point made about Med on the 10th: 

Acrid — 10/10/2023 11:27 PM
This is why people won't reconnect with you. Because you're a manipulative retard.

She legitimately shows some of the strangest struggles I've seen, but underneath it all it is Med attempting and failing at manipulating people into strictly talking to her as enablers. 

It's somewhat like how Turquie began to act after a while, except even Turquie's better at talking to people than this. This instead is like seeing Med say "FUCK OFF" to people actually willing to engage her being followed by constantly asking why no one wants to talk to her. 

This must be some form of social retardation. 

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I would probably engage but saying I pity someone is kind of a nasty thing to say.

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Jada said: 

I would probably engage but saying I pity someone is kind of a nasty thing to say.

She's such a sad story though, how couldn't someone feel bad for her in her stead? 

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This definition not only applies to me, but over the arguable majority of her social interactions. It only stops being pity once they reach frustration. 

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She's lonely, but we all are, to one degree or another. I could see how she's gotten increasingly isolated after a channel that she used to have suddenly goes off.

Spatial would say it gives room for growth. But there's a deep longing for human interaction that is difficult to overcome, especially if the channels you are addicted to are dysfunctional.

Will encouraging the use of those dysfunctional channels further help?

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On the 21st she tries reconnecting with Alena again: 

Blearydoll — 10/21/2023 6:48 PM
Hi @Acrid I don’t always talk about guys I’m not boy crazy okay? Fellow artist thinking of you and wondering how you are doing in life would like to hear from you


Acrid — 10/21/2023 6:49 PM
I don't want to talk to you.


Blearydoll — 10/21/2023 6:54 PM
May I ask why

Blearydoll — 10/21/2023 7:25 PM
🤦🏻‍♀️
Anybody talk in here ?

This reminds me of her time spent "may I ask why"-ing Chapo, for literal years. Rather than stubborn entitled pride, it'd seem she is missing points over something moreover her functionality. 

As of yesterday she resumes talking to herself: 

Blearydoll — Yesterday at 2:49 PM
Just worked out on the peloton speed runs and climbs
What y’all doing

Blearydoll — Yesterday at 11:14 PM
[posts art with a tag covering it]
My homage to Salvador Dali painting variation on his theme on 3ft unstretched canvas unfinished
[reposts the same art without the tag]

Blearydoll — Yesterday at 11:32 PM
I was just 18 when I painted this

Blearydoll — Yesterday at 11:51 PM
My mom fugged me up. Only in that Nothing was ever good enough for her: both my parents were really fabulous artists in their youth (although my dad was also a PhD physicist/lawyer And his brother was Harvard and he was UPenn so) So, for the longest time I think I strove to be a really “good” artist so I would “show her” 🖕. And I think I wasted so much time on it. And now she admits I was good, but I cannot trust her opinion
I can’t sleep
I haven’t heard from my lawyer since Friday
What’s cooking with that

...and today: 

Blearydoll — Today at 12:01 AM
It wasn’t so much to do it for Mom it was to exceed Mom’s expectations
You say I’m no good I’ll show you I’m good
I lived near the train and I tested limits hopping on the subway at like thirteen
I remember a guy and I took a ride on the subway up and back just to ride the train
I went to nightclubs with my sixteen year old friends at thirteen
My parents were livid


This concludes Med's last few months of Discord activity, a truly sad affair that is deserving of our concern and pity over how much she can't seem to pick up the pieces on her own while lashing out at those willing to reach out to her. 

She at this rate will continue to feel alone, and I don't see how that could be fixed when met with her constraints. 

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