I feel so embarassed and ashamed that I could not even put "I" in the title.... Idk how to respond to what he did to me ?? he freaking physically choked me to the point that I almost passed out until I coughed. he is obviously insane, and he has blackmail collected on me to try to make me look insane to the police (not very difficult to do honestly lmao....) I think that deep down that I always wanted a guy to do this to me
I mean before for like a month or two (well pretty much since after I got involved with my last fwb whenever that was- he moved out and so did two other tenants- the top floor is now juat mw and this guy that dommed me) I was like running all over the house really excited and joyful and dancing and singing and playing music really loud and running up to his door and into the hall and yelling insult and poop and fart jokes and joke teasing comments and sexy teasing comments and hitting on him, and now the past two days I have just been hiding from him in my room very quietly and and trying to hide myself energetically hoping that he doesn't notice me. he has like an iron fist grip on me right now it feels like