now I've got a bone to pick with you turncoat
We were friends
And that mattered to me
And you believed all of brs lies
And bullshit
Even when he told you directly about his actions and you know what they were
You sided for my husband. Either because he manipulated you, you thought he was cute, or BOTH.
YOU ACTED LIKE I TRY TO PULL YOU INTO MY SHIT AS A COPOUT
but posting on sc was the only thing that wasn't calling the police that scared him out of hurting me
BUT YOU WERE MORE CONCERNED ABOUT LIVING IN YOUR FANTASY LAND
AND WHEN YOU SEE SOMEONE WHO WAS FORCED TO MAKE CERTAIN POSTS TO FUCKING DEFEND HERSELF
SOMEONE WHI WAS YOUR FRIEND
WHAT DO YOU DO?
what do you do.....?
You become a sniveling little shit, a traitor, a TURNCOAT. THATS WHAT.
AND YOU LIE LIE LIE. TO YOURSELF, TO EVERYBODY, and to your friends...
So keep living in fantasy land
and up yours too
And all that poor bb thinks people are calling the police oh boohoo because unlike YOU LENA ACTUALLY FUCKING CARED. I DIDN'T WANT THE COPS CALLED ON HIM, BECAUSE I LOVED HIM BUT AT LEAST LENA CARED.
and that scared him out of hurting me for a long time.
And you know what?
When you talked to him and made him feel more justified and villainize me even more with him
He would hit me more.
And you know what? You say oh,.she's trying to blame for her problems she isnt.self away
Oh I'm self aware honey, I'm all bullshit cobwebs and problems up here with the occasional nutty professor screaming in the background -
But YOU also NEED to be aware that at the same time as all of that
You are still a person who victimized a woman being abused, and pep talked her abuser and villanize the one being abused.
And it's funny cus I'm not even a feminist especially third or fourth wave my friend - BUT YOU? OH YOU....
you say you are a feminist which even I don't say I am and I go on sexist rants against women
But you did more harm to women than I do.
I see what you did there.
I see what you do...
You are the more educated one on the human mind than me
So tell me turncoat
Analyse yourself.
Pick apart- YOURSELF
what's YOUR problem?
You are much older than I, after all, surely more experienced at life
So you should know more than I do.
What's your fucking diagnosis, doc?
OF YOU
AND MAYBE THEN YOU WILL SEE WHO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY ARE AND WHO ACTUALLY GIVES A DAMN ABOUT YOU
and then maybe you can apologize and stop hating me, and let bygones be bygones and we can be friends again...
We BOTH did fucked up things. We BOTH fucked up... And we both lost our shit
And so I'll apologize, if you will. Cus maybe I want to, and maybe I'm sorry. But maybe it's hard for me to open up to someone that is rejecting me.