No matter how good a girl looks, if she's as crazy as Med, it's just not worth it. CS is a little bit retarded too but she's not as bad as Med. In both cases you're just using them for sex so does the face really matter? You're never going to marry them. On one hand, you'll fuck and get over it, on the other hand, you'll fuck and she'll still be chasing you a decade later. The choice is obvious.
Med is a far more predictable type of crazy than cs. Also cs is extremely unloyal to her men, whereas med is obsessively loyal to the end. The real question is, if she gets with tryp, is she truly going to forget Chapo? Her loyalty and obsession with Chapo thus far can reflect either something that would make her relationship with a man, or break it if she fails to leave Chapo behind in her heart entirely.
However, I know tryp well, as him and I are long time friends -and I know he wants neither cs nor med. Or blanc- or honestly anybody.
I don't think he is exactly looking to date any woman right now at this time in his life, as he is more focused on holding his own. And though he has a long history with various women here, each end has closed him off to these women as they have either moved on themselves, or proven themselves to be the type that would drive him to insanity (and not in a good way) and he knows it.
He seems more aggressive lately for some reason, at least when he's been on the forum.
It may just be a matter of time.
He’s just worried he made the wrong decision, ditching people. I mean… if you’re so afraid of choosing the wrong chick, then you will be equally afraid of throwing away the correct chick because you don’t know if that was the one or not.
That means he’s in the middle of deciding whether it’s better to choose the wrong one and be in that relationship for life, miserable, or if it’s better to just be alone and miserable.
For me, the choice is clear. It’s far better to have someone who annoys you on occasion, but wants to make you happy and will always try, than just be with yourself, knowing you don’t even know what would make you happy and even if you did, you don’t think you deserve to be happy, so you won’t be doing anything to make yourself happy, unless you find God, but you don’t even know that is the truth, so you’ll always be miserable alone, whereas, you have a chance to be happy and have someone who will never leave you and adores you and never wants to hurt you, but instead wants to help you, no matter how painful it is for them.
Like… God is real, so imagine all of the people who are just as lost and trying to keep you lost, just because it’s common. Then imagine the person who knows God and wants you to know Him too because they know the consequences of you not knowing God.
Like… someone who loves you would try and get you to understand the need for God, or would at least research everything for themselves to inform you of the truth of it, so you won’t die and burn in he**.
Like people don’t get that the consequences are such that it warrants a push in the right direction if you love the person and want to help them the only way you know works.
Anyway, I’m sure that’s why he’s mad. He lost some pretty reliable people. I’ve always been here for him, regardless of how he feels about me, and Blanc has been his friend for a while, but… selfishly, I was like… you can’t talk to chicks if we date, which was the plan that never became a reality, which makes me laugh a lot. It’s like… each time we get closer and closer and the next time, if this time didn’t happen, would probably have worked, but now, if we survive this time…
We have to backtrack and restart and reevaluate and make sure we know where we are both coming from and where we would like to go and why, but I think just being friends would be a good way to start, since I honestly just miss him, just like his voice and personality and his laugh and stuff.
I used to just ignore everything when he wasn’t around, which made it easier to forget about him, but nowadays, I think my old age is making me realize I don’t really have time to forget and then remember. I’m so old man. Anyway, friendship is all I need. I just feel ditched and that’s like never been an option in my head, like I was thinking at the least, we would be friends and just have sex like when we could.
I mean eventually when he gets another chick he likes better, he can ditch me because I get the no friends with chicks thing that some people subscribe to, including me, but he’s pretty indecisive, so if he found the right chick, she’d have to be 100% perfect, or he wouldn’t even recognize that she is the right one for him, so I think our friendship and sex would last forever, so I never thought about him ditching me. It literally never crossed my mind as a possibility, although it was a fear…
