And making a better hugbox. idc if it sounds lame because most people aren't just a little bit aggresive or callous they stay in the habit of being aggressive or callous. I'm not even unreasonable it's just that most people don't stop sucking.
I guess that's the thing about having dark moments as you become more aware in ways about what you have but also more separate from people that are having a good or confident time. So what it really comes down I know is more like a perception and coping thing as nobody has to really gaf about your problems as we all just want to enjoy ourselves and find our sense of fulfillment and confidence.
I also can't stress eat rn remembering how I get gaslighted and bullied because I have surgery.