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Ursula said: 

This is not a cry for help.

I feel like I am losing my mind. My husband thinks there is something wrong with me. I need to change something drastically in my life but I don't know what.

I tried to leave my husband yesterday because he wouldn't let me do findom. I don't even want to to do findom honestly. I don't know what I want to do. I just didn't like the idea if not being able to do something.

I'm thinking I should start seeking therapy. I have to get high to even pay attention to my kids enough to even give a fuck about them.

 It’s not findom Peach. Do you wish you were with Chapo?

Just take some Bacopa Monnieri and meditate. You sound insufferably addicted to stimulation.

Medforgofest said: 

Ursula said: 

This is not a cry for help.

I feel like I am losing my mind. My husband thinks there is something wrong with me. I need to change something drastically in my life but I don't know what.

I tried to leave my husband yesterday because he wouldn't let me do findom. I don't even want to to do findom honestly. I don't know what I want to do. I just didn't like the idea if not being able to do something.

I'm thinking I should start seeking therapy. I have to get high to even pay attention to my kids enough to even give a fuck about them.

 It’s not findom Peach. Do you wish you were with Chapo?

What? 

Idk you ( I don't think.. I'm from old forum) but hey you're not losing your mind. People that are truly losing their minds don't realize it, You're ok. And if you want to do findom.. I have two guys from discord to get you started. 

Medforgofest said: 

Ursula said: 

This is not a cry for help.

I feel like I am losing my mind. My husband thinks there is something wrong with me. I need to change something drastically in my life but I don't know what.

I tried to leave my husband yesterday because he wouldn't let me do findom. I don't even want to to do findom honestly. I don't know what I want to do. I just didn't like the idea if not being able to do something.

I'm thinking I should start seeking therapy. I have to get high to even pay attention to my kids enough to even give a fuck about them.

 It’s not findom Peach. Do you wish you were with Chapo?

 That still isn't me fam.

Ursula said: 

This is not a cry for help.

I feel like I am losing my mind. My husband thinks there is something wrong with me. I need to change something drastically in my life but I don't know what.

I tried to leave my husband yesterday because he wouldn't let me do findom. I don't even want to to do findom honestly. I don't know what I want to do. I just didn't like the idea if not being able to do something.

I'm thinking I should start seeking therapy. I have to get high to even pay attention to my kids enough to even give a fuck about them.

 It seems like there is definitely something going on, to a point even people around you can notice. Therapy would be a good step to find out what that is. The first step to getting better is admitting there is a problem, and you took that step.

Why is therapy everybody’s solution to everything. So obscene.

do you have a need to be in total control? 

you need to get high to pay attn to your kids?? how many kids do you have?

Ursula said: 

This is not a cry for help.

I feel like I am losing my mind. My husband thinks there is something wrong with me. I need to change something drastically in my life but I don't know what.

I tried to leave my husband yesterday because he wouldn't let me do findom. I don't even want to to do findom honestly. I don't know what I want to do. I just didn't like the idea if not being able to do something.

I'm thinking I should start seeking therapy. I have to get high to even pay attention to my kids enough to even give a fuck about them.

It sounds like you are bored, you are even thinking you might find some novelty in findom, where you are getting attention and manipulating people for money. You're entertaining variety even possibly at the expense of your marriage, which translates to me as your partner either isn't meeting you halfway, or they've become boring. Given how egocentric you are that this listlessness would affect how you feel about your children, it might be worth a thought whether the chemistry in your marriage is off because of things that you do, and what might be able to bring love back. Maybe even with the introduction of shared activities or vacations away from each other. Or perhaps everything has gone so stale now that it's time to burn the bridges and move on.