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by Dragoonkz

on 4/14/2023

Posts: 452

Why wouldnt I have a weak self?

I'm tired of being a dog that gets poked and proded and bullied.

Like that one guy said I'm irrelevant in my own life.

I have nothing expect hate and pretense and loserdom.

I'm not a rapist like people accuse me of.

They just know that I'm desolate so they harass me before monkey branching away. I can't forget or forgive that every person is like, just a smug little monkey in blissful blunt ignorance or intelligent sadism.

I'm not a killer "suicide bomber" either, because in my opinion killing people would make someone else's life better by freeing up resources and I don't want to risk that.

I'd rather keep shitting or feed myself to the trees.

last edit on 4/14/2023 3:36:37 PM

by Friedrich

on 4/14/2023

Posts: 1331

What you need is intensive coaching on a 1 to 1 basis and that's not cheap.

by Ursula

on 4/14/2023

Posts: 48

Who is bullying you?

by Dragoonkz

on 4/14/2023

Posts: 452

Ursula said:
Who is bullying you?

Well I was mostly thinking about my online interactions but IRL I have not had much reprise. About a Christmas eve ago my father had put his hands on me so I stopped seeing him, and I had a young couple laugh at me as I was going into a Carl's Jr where I had a panic attack cause I wanted to take up their offer to "apply inside." My mother is very egotistic and has made many crude and nasty pecks at me including about my father.

I'm trying to get rehabilitation recently.

last edit on 4/14/2023 6:42:01 PM

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