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I am about to take ayahuasca and I will be posting here while I do


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So I'm going to be on sc for a part of this and try to document my thoughts and feelings if anyone is interested. 

I have a lot of shit my conscious buries from me to be subconscious and I at least know that. 

I am at least aware I am unselfaware and I hope this works. 

I will be putting it all in a single thread to prevent spam. Thank you.

Please talk with me here I love conversation and I'm very social 

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last edit on 4/9/2023 5:11:46 AM
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*ayahuasca

The blood on my hands covered the holes
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*ayahuasca

 I knew I misspelled it but I was also to lazy to check.  ty peach I'll change it so people take it more seriously 

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last edit on 4/9/2023 2:54:09 AM
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I will be having br check all post responses I read before I read them here in this thread and I will be avoiding the chat in the meantime in case anyone tries to trigger a meltdown.

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last edit on 4/9/2023 2:55:32 AM
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Already starting to see things. Reminds me of 

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Delora said: 

Already starting to see things. Reminds me of 

And she was never seen again. 

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I realized I'm actually pretty cool person but I give myself a lot of shit because the voices of abuse still ring in my head and I have come to believe them.

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*ayahuasca

 Oh I googled it. Turns out iowaska is also correct and it can be spelled in more than one way. So I guess we were both right 

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last edit on 4/9/2023 9:09:15 PM
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Delora said: 

I realized I'm actually pretty cool person but I give myself a lot of shit because the voices of abuse still ring in my head and I have come to believe them.

I feel like people who've done this don't report being a piece of shit, whether it is or isn't the case. 

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wow tc! you are really obviously extremely well studied on this and not full of shit at all! as usual you know exactly what you are talking about! in fact- you are so educated that i dare you to try it yourself and see what YOU experience <3

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