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Moments that changed your brain chemistry forever


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 When I was 13 walking home from school I met a girl who had gone to my school for a long time but we didn't have any classes together and her mom usually drove her so we hadn't crossed paths before and her house was on the way to mine. She said she liked my shirt and we started talking most days when we would walk home. I joined a  extracurricular and after school on those days I wouldn't walk home with her so she asked about it and she joined to.

Halfway through that school year her mom pulled her out of school. I was in class and I heard her in the hallway yelling my name through the open door one day and I look out and she's yelling my name saying I love you I love you I'm gonna miss you and I ran out and I asked what happened and she said her mom thought she was doing drugs so she was pulling her out of public school and putting her in private school to make her behave which is crazy because she wasn't even doing drugs she was like one of the most goody kids there 

That summer in like July I was walking past her house and I decided to knock on the door and she answered and she was so happy to see me she was so excited saying my name and saying I've missed you I love you so much.  Her mom remembered me from the after school thing and let us start hanging out again over the summer. We became inseparable it was like every single day I was going over there or she was coming to my house. There was a week when her mom went out of state and it was just her and her older sister in the house and she invited me to spend the whole week there with her because her mom wouldn't make me go home. Her sister would take us to the mall and to the beach and we listened to music with cusswords really loud and we ate cake for dinner and it was great! 

When school started again she was still in private school but sometimes when she got home she would walk to the school to do the extracurricular activity with me. We said we were each other's best friends and we said we loved each other. When she got in a fight with a girl that I liked I stopped being friends with that girl for her  

That Winter she moved really really far away.  I would call her all the time to talk to her. I tell her what was going on in our town still and what the people we went to school with were up to.  We were friends over the phone for a year. Online I saw her posting pictures with other girls and calling them her best friend and I felt a little hurt about it not gonna lie. The winter after she moved her sister brought her back to visit for a couple of weeks. This was when my school was still in session so she would come over to the school for this extracurricular activity to see me and her friends in the group.  I wanted things to be like they had before and I wanted to see her every day but instead she wanted to see everybody and didn't wanna see me every day. She spent a lot of time with the boy she liked before she moved and he became her boyfriend. 

After she went back she got grounded and her mom took her phone. She called me from her moms phone and said her mom trusted me and I was the only person she was allowed to talk to now. We didn't talk as often but I called her maybe like once every 1 to 3 weeks. She got really mad because I started talking to a guy that she liked before she met her boyfriend but she had never said he was off limits and never told me she liked this guy and she told me that he liked her a lot more than he liked me but he was only talking to me because she wasn't there and that he had been obsessed with her the year before but she had never mentioned him before to me. 

She stopped answering my calls as often.  I didn't hear from her for a long time so I stopped calling as often. One day I called and she did pick up she told me I'm super annoying and she never liked me. She said the only reason she pretended to be my friend was because  I was the only person her mom would let her have over and then she stayed my friend so that she would have a place to stay when she came back to town to visit her boyfriend.  She told me that I'm really weird and that nobody likes me and anyone who says they like me is pretending to be nice and I should shut the fuck up.  She told me I need to learn how to be cool and she told me not to call her anymore and to leave her alone.

 

I was heartbroken.

last edit on 4/4/2023 1:02:34 PM
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I thought this was going to be about drugs.

Believe it or not I read all of that. Why do you think you cite this so much in memory? What effect does it have on you now?

 

last edit on 4/4/2023 1:12:11 PM
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Your story makes me feel better about my life trajectory.

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Warning said: 

Your story makes me feel better about my life trajectory.

 Howso? 

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Wow idk who u r but this post is really good. I'm sorry that happened to you though that's really hurtful. Sounds like she didn't deserve you.

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That is devastating. How long ago did this happen?

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Little dramatic, changed your brain chemistry?

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God, people are so weak. there are kids younger than this age sold into slavery every day. get over yourself. 

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Being stripped naked as a child made me develop a humiliation fetish.

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Around the same age I would do three way calls with some guy I was supposedly ‘seeing’ and this girl that was his best friend. And I was glad when they’d loop me into their calls, we would talk for hours. Or sometimes I’d arrange for one to happen. But I never wanted to talk with him one on one, I really just wanted an excuse to talk with the girl and found her more and more enjoyable and likable. 

It got to a point like, I was becoming aware that I was just doing these three way calls as an excuse to spend time talking to her and not really all that interested in the guy. 

But the truth of the matter is she was obsessed with the guy, but the only time he would give her the time of day was in these three way phone calls with me involved because he just wanted to talk to me 

 

And I’d insist on bringing her in. 

And so it just… yeah. A mild high school love triangle. 

I feel like love triangle situations are fairly common in the lives of lgbt folk so. Not a shocker it happened but. 

Yeah, I really just wanted her to like me but she was straight. 

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