There are some personal aspects in it and I wish it wasn't out here on the board.
What does it feel like when you are not in control of yourself like that?
Embarrassing.
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Yet you would judge Turquie for her moments just like yours?
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No that's not the reason I dislike her.
But it was why I fell in love with her once.
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4/6/2023 5:21:30 PM
It is on another note why I decided to try to forgive what she did to me.
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Yeah you don't want to address me expressing the way I really feel do you? You would rather go on saying my self expression is wrong and I feel some other way while ignoring me telling you how I feel.
The fact you even asked that question again shows this I have answered it numerous times yet you keep asking it, the one about oh if Emily has mental issues like mine why do I blah blah blah BECAUSE
FOR THE TWENTIETH TIME IT ISNT AND NEVER HAS BEEN TRULY ABOUT THAT. IT IS AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN ABOUT WHAT SHE DID WHEN I WAS 17.
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So you think Turquie should be censored because of what she did when you were 17?
No.
I have a reason I didn't say yet but I'll tell you.
You wouldn't take it seriously.
Because. She's embarrassing herself 24/7. She doesn't even have sane moments to cover up the crazy ones. If she had ups and downs it would be one thing but this is 24/7
If I thought she had some semblance of sanity I would be pressing charges.
Also the spam isn't even on and off there is no breathing room. That's also 24/7
What she did when I was young is however part of my aggression towards her and even some of the random freakouts I have at times.
But she's crazy.
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The Turquie Index and her posts before then begs to differ over your claims of quality, and her stuff makes more conventional sense than yours.
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The Turquie Index begs to differ, and her stuff makes more conventional sense than yours.
No. Her stuff fluctuates between shit that is just as bad as my episodes and stuff that is a bit less bad. However, she is basically in one gigantic constant mental episode that has ups and downs rather than taking a break with moments of sanity. This is not her fault, but it is actually worse overall.
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