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by Delora

on 4/3/2023

Posts: 2759

Roses are red

Violence is blue.

And black and the one doing it is you.

It's you to yourself so why do you scream?

Just shut the fuck up your making a scene

You do this dumb shit

"You can quit anytime"

Yeah cope stupid bitch and tell yourself in your mind.

The dead cat you found and you ripped apart

The things you been doing right from the start

Leave the bugs alone, and dead animals too

Stop fucking with fish I fucking hate you.

You dumb stupid bitch why can't you just stop

You say that you will so will you or not?

You are trapping me it's beyond reprieve

In this fucked up prison I can never-

Blood dripping down my chin

This self made hell I'm living in

I am crying now and screaming at nothing.

I wake up in sweats and I'm dreaming of something

Check the clock but the clock is gone

I tell myself it's almost done.

But I suppose it's a form of second death.

I'm a dumb fucking bitch and I never left.

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last edit on 4/3/2023 10:25:49 PM

by Delora

on 4/3/2023

Posts: 2759

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by Turncoat

on 4/3/2023

Posts: 33411

Delora said:
Roses are red
Violence is blue.
And black and the one doing it is you.

There is definitely white violence, and violence has more classically been red 'cuz blood right?

The dead cat you found and you ripped apart
The things you been doing right from the start

Yikes.

At least Turquie never mutilated animals, all she's done is have weird perverse fantasies about them.

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔

by PastelPink

on 4/3/2023

Posts: 523

If you go to the dentist now and bring the tooth with you they may be able to put it back in

The blood on my hands covered the holes

by Turncoat

on 4/3/2023

Posts: 33411

PastelPink said:
If you go to the dentist now and bring the tooth with you they may be able to put it back in

Didn't she say it was infected or something?

I moreso figure she needs an antibiotic, and maybe some dentistry to get rid of chipped bits that might still be in the gums.

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔

by Delora

on 4/4/2023

Posts: 2759

PastelPink said:
If you go to the dentist now and bring the tooth with you they may be able to put it back in

Yes yes yes

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by Delora

on 4/4/2023

Posts: 2759

Turncoat said:
PastelPink said:
If you go to the dentist now and bring the tooth with you they may be able to put it back in
Didn't she say it was infected or something?

I moreso figure she needs an antibiotic, and maybe some dentistry to get rid of chipped bits that might still be in the gums.

Yes yes I made a dentist appointment for the soonest opening

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by Delora

on 4/4/2023

Posts: 2759

Turncoat said:
Delora said:
Roses are red
Violence is blue.
And black and the one doing it is you.
There is definitely white violence, and violence has more classically been red 'cuz blood right?

The dead cat you found and you ripped apart
The things you been doing right from the start
Yikes.

At least Turquie never mutilated animals, all she's done is have weird perverse fantasies about them.

Animals I did things to recently were already were dead. Anything more I did was when I was a child..

Anything else are insects and no harm comes to them

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last edit on 4/4/2023 2:33:20 AM

by shamanqueen

on 4/4/2023

Posts: 395

it's okay God forgives everything and you can accept forgiveness for yourself it is better to accept forgiveness for yourself then to not and keep staying stuck in the same behavior patterns that are causing suffering and torment, and I am not judging you because there is still stuff that I need to forgive myself for and still some behavior patterns that I feel stuck in like trash talking about how some people behave sometimes too when really I want to be able to unconditionally love everyone without being triggered by their behaviors like ever

last edit on 4/4/2023 12:14:24 PM

by Delora

on 4/5/2023

Posts: 2759

shamanqueen said:
it's okay God forgives everything and you can accept forgiveness for yourself it is better to accept forgiveness for yourself then to not and keep staying stuck in the same behavior patterns that are causing suffering and torment, and I am not judging you because there is still stuff that I need to forgive myself for and still some behavior patterns that I feel stuck in like trash talking about how some people behave sometimes too when really I want to be able to unconditionally love everyone without being triggered by their behaviors like ever

I mean the animals are dead when I find em. The only person in hurting is me, which is fine

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