and If so, how? and can I be a healing influence in personality disordered people's life that actually heals them? and again, if so, how? I am starting to think that if I am not in relationship with personality disordered people at all that I will become imbalanced, or maybe it is that I am still too imbalanced to not be attracted to the energies of personality disordered people to encourage my transmutation process to happen more quickly or even at all because to be honest when I tried to cut off all personality disordered people from my life I felt like I was suffocating and very imbalanced Idk what that means. maybe I do not have enough of my soul parts back yet to be more fully connected with source energy enough to not be attracted to personality disordered people
I have a lot of questions, and I will read opinions and perspectives on this topic. I seem unable to stop feeling like I "need" to continue interacting eith personality disordered people for my own physical and mental and spiritual health and this seems strange to me. maybe it is something that I will move on from at the right time but trying to force it is not working out well for me (yet ?)
