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I don't think he wants it, it's coming across as begging at this point. 

Turncoat said: 

I don't think he wants it, it's coming across as begging at this point. 

shamanqueen:
PLEASE MICHAEL PLEASE
PLEASE DO SOME SESSIONS WITH MY SHAMAN
PLEASE HEAL YOURSELF
PLEASE STOP BEING SO ANGRY ALL OF THE TIME THERE IS LIGHT AND HELP OUT THERE
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE TRAPPED IN SPIRITUAL MISERY ANYMORE
IK THAT YOU MESSED UP WE ALL DO THE SHAME AND GUILT CAN BE HEALED OUT OF AND YOU CAN MOVE ON INTO A BETTER LIFE A BETTER PERSON
I DID AND I STILL AM PLEASE
PLEASE TRUST
I WILL TRUST YOU IF YOU WILL TRUST ME I WILL GIVE YOU A CHANCE IF YOU GIVE ME ONE
AS FAR AS TRUSTING THAT MY SHAMAN CAN HELP YOU COME OUT OF YOUR SPIRITUAL MISERY
PLEASE DO SOME SESSIONS WITH MY SHAMAN
IK THAT YOU MIGHT BE SCARED BUT SOMETIMES IN LIFE YOU HAVE TO DO SCARY THINGS
YOU CAN DO THIS IF YOU WANT TO YOU ARE BRAVE ENOUGH
YOU ARE BRAVE
I have pretty much given up but I am leaving this one last offer
maybe you will take it when I come back from shaman school and I am even healthier maybe then you will finally trust
anyway goodbye

Called it. 

Turncoat:
Lol okay it went from almost begging to actual begging.

shamanqueen:
yeah because I am finally moving on this time I do not think of him as more than an aquaintence anymore and you know, letting go of those last emotional attachments
I do nit want to move on because of the emotional attachmrnts but I am choosing to move on because it is healthier

Turncoat:
"This Time".

shamanqueen:
since he is not willing to move forward in life with my encouragement and my shaman's help
not*
attachments*
and I have plans to go off to shaman school anyway
maybe whrn I have mastered shamanism things will be different maybe he will trust me then who knows, but I am going to shaman school for myself not "for him"
when*
anyway goodbye

Turncoat:
Or he does not caaare.
How long's this been now?

shamanqueen:
The thing is that he does care
He is making all of the changes that I wanted like stopping partying and all that, talking about unity
I am sure that he will do even more stuff that I wanted to come probably
he is just stubbornly not communicating with me and I do not know why
I am sure that even more stuff that I wanted in the future* is what I meant
I mean I have to examine the evidence
I see that my desires did very much have an effect
No one would have thought that Michael would stop partying
he doesn't even post Logan's podcast on his own Twitter anymore
he is like trying to distance himself from Logan or something
All of this is the truth, soo why is he doing it ?
Am I just super good at predicting ?
🤷‍♀️
The fact is, he is doing what I wanted but still not communicating with me
and it is very strange Lol
Idk if he resents me ? Is he scared of me ?
not wanting to give his "power away" to a woman that is more than his rqual but even superior ?
equal*
when he is used to using super controllable sex addicted women for power and attention
Is that the next thing he is going to change who knows
possibly
Idk why he is doing everything that I wanted EXCEPT communicating with me Lol
I appreciate the changes for the better though ?
like that's cool good for him Lol
can anyone else explain ? Idk
Not very reasonable of him if you ask me
but you know what that's okay because it is not my responsibility to force or control anyone else
and I am okay with where he is at and if he does not desire to communicate with me
because I do not own him he is not my property he is another human being
anyway goodbye
k fine I am not "more than equal and superior to him" but I am an equal and I have boundaries set for equality
anyway goodbye
and I look at the evidencethat he does care and it influences me to still care
and then he refuses to communicate with me and I am like yeah I need to emotionally detach myself from this
and so I am emotionally detaching because what if he never communicates with me
I still love him and I love everyone else, just not in a "clingy" way you know ?
and I hope the best for him like I hope the best for everyone else
and the rest I just have to release and let God do what God is going to do
anyway goodbye

RealJesusChrist:
Michael has no thoughts or opinions about you.
Michael does not know that you even exist
Michael has never communicated with you

shamanqueen:
I do not know that for sure but if that is true I am totally fine with that
I have done enough
God is very happy with me
I transmuted soo much stuff
I am going to keep transmuting but now rest and relax for a while
I deserve to love up on myself 😊😇🤍🕊
both God and I are very pleased with my progress
anyway goodbye

So obsessed wow. 

Actively telling yourself to stop doing it has you fall back into it twice as hard. This greyrock is shattered like glass. 

Michael Majlak has never communicated with you.

Michael Majlak does not know who you are.

Michael Majlak does not know that you exist.

RealJesusChrist said: 

Michael Majlak has never communicated with you.

Michael Majlak does not know who you are.

Michael Majlak does not know that you exist.

cool I do not care and I worship myself and everyone else and all of life and God  😊😇🤍🕊

I am a shaman,  in training but still

Turncoat said: 

Turncoat:
Lol okay it went from almost begging to actual begging.

shamanqueen:
yeah because I am finally moving on this time I do not think of him as more than an aquaintence anymore and you know, letting go of those last emotional attachments
I do nit want to move on because of the emotional attachmrnts but I am choosing to move on because it is healthier

Turncoat:
"This Time".

shamanqueen:
since he is not willing to move forward in life with my encouragement and my shaman's help
not*
attachments*
and I have plans to go off to shaman school anyway
maybe whrn I have mastered shamanism things will be different maybe he will trust me then who knows, but I am going to shaman school for myself not "for him"
when*
anyway goodbye

Turncoat:
Or he does not caaare.
How long's this been now?

shamanqueen:
The thing is that he does care
He is making all of the changes that I wanted like stopping partying and all that, talking about unity
I am sure that he will do even more stuff that I wanted to come probably
he is just stubbornly not communicating with me and I do not know why
I am sure that even more stuff that I wanted in the future* is what I meant
I mean I have to examine the evidence
I see that my desires did very much have an effect
No one would have thought that Michael would stop partying
he doesn't even post Logan's podcast on his own Twitter anymore
he is like trying to distance himself from Logan or something
All of this is the truth, soo why is he doing it ?
Am I just super good at predicting ?
🤷‍♀️
The fact is, he is doing what I wanted but still not communicating with me
and it is very strange Lol
Idk if he resents me ? Is he scared of me ?
not wanting to give his "power away" to a woman that is more than his rqual but even superior ?
equal*
when he is used to using super controllable sex addicted women for power and attention
Is that the next thing he is going to change who knows
possibly
Idk why he is doing everything that I wanted EXCEPT communicating with me Lol
I appreciate the changes for the better though ?
like that's cool good for him Lol
can anyone else explain ? Idk
Not very reasonable of him if you ask me
but you know what that's okay because it is not my responsibility to force or control anyone else
and I am okay with where he is at and if he does not desire to communicate with me
because I do not own him he is not my property he is another human being
anyway goodbye
k fine I am not "more than equal and superior to him" but I am an equal and I have boundaries set for equality
anyway goodbye
and I look at the evidencethat he does care and it influences me to still care
and then he refuses to communicate with me and I am like yeah I need to emotionally detach myself from this
and so I am emotionally detaching because what if he never communicates with me
I still love him and I love everyone else, just not in a "clingy" way you know ?
and I hope the best for him like I hope the best for everyone else
and the rest I just have to release and let God do what God is going to do
anyway goodbye

RealJesusChrist:
Michael has no thoughts or opinions about you.
Michael does not know that you even exist
Michael has never communicated with you

shamanqueen:
I do not know that for sure but if that is true I am totally fine with that
I have done enough
God is very happy with me
I transmuted soo much stuff
I am going to keep transmuting but now rest and relax for a while
I deserve to love up on myself 😊😇🤍🕊
both God and I are very pleased with my progress
anyway goodbye

So obsessed wow. 

Actively telling yourself to stop doing it has you fall back into it twice as hard. This greyrock is shattered like glass. 

https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/27118/1/i-am-not-obsessed-with-michael-majlak-#post193933

No,  I am actually more whole than ever  😊😇🤍🕊  that Michael Majlak person is just who God used for me to work through my karmic relationship cycles, I did not use a real relationship for that stuff because I did not desire to hurt anyone else like I hurt my ex boyfriend

anyway goodbye

shamanqueen said: 

RealJesusChrist said: 

Michael Majlak has never communicated with you.

Michael Majlak does not know who you are.

Michael Majlak does not know that you exist.

 

cool I do not care and I worship myself and everyone else and all of life and God  😊😇🤍🕊

 

I am a shaman,  in training but still

 

 

 What is a shamen?

Wait. Is this about Michael Prey?