and I cannot participate on this website anymore brcause it is breaking my heart way too much observing all of you tearing each other and yourselves down I did everything that I could think of to be a benevolent influence and it was not working and now I am being guided to remain neutral because anything more than that could possibly cause more harm for all that I know I feel confused, I put in my best efforts to influence benevolent change and it did not seem to work all that I have left is grey rock, equilibrizing, neutralising, transmuting
I have no other strategy, all other strategies have been tried and tested and have seemed to have failed and this is all that I have left to try
