and I do not mean materially because you already have all of that figured out, I mean for your soul if you choose to seek it my shaman mentor does not think that your potential healing and being reconnected to source energy and your highest self is impossible and he would most likely try to help heal you if you sincerely seek healing help from him, and it is a boundary of mine that if you and I are to be in a relationship together In real life that you sincerely seek healing help from him and I would want his approval that both of us are healed enough to beneficially be together as a couple in real life
and with this I have done my responsibility to try to help you as much as I could and I can now release you fully and completely to use your freewill to decide whatever you desire for yourself from here on there is no forcing or controlling there are only boundaries on what I will and will not tolerate if we are to be together in an In real life relationship