equilibrizing, neutralising, transmuting k but what do I do with myself now ? just keep doing this until I do not feel like I have trapped supressed emotions from stuff in the past that happened ? I am fine with that but I am kind of feeling paralyzed and it is a strange feeling my intuition is telling me that I need more fluidity and gracefulness like a ballerina
equilibrizing, neutralising, transmuting k but what do I do with myself now ?
just keep doing this until I do not feel like I have trapped supressed emotions from stuff in the past that happened ? I am fine with that but I am kind of feeling paralyzed and it is a strange feeling my intuition is telling me that I need more fluidity and gracefulness like a ballerina
Now you hold the position, like holding a leg up during a ballet drill. 
The longer it's held, the easier it becomes to hold it for longer later in life, like training a muscle.
Anyone can begin something, but not many can commit to it for very long. Ballet is a freedom that comes from bondage, flexibility through harsh rigorous hell. Art from Pain.
