and I apologize if I made anyone feel on the defensive in the past like before I was aware of how to clear this stuff out of me, but yeah warring is the opposite of peace and I love peacefulness 🤍🕊
sometimes I have to go through waves of feeling all of this stuff as intensely as I used to in the past in the process of clearing it all out and it feels very uncomfortable and maybe I was subconsciously taking that uncomfortableness out on other people Idk but people can choose the threads that they read and I do not usually chat much in public chat ? like
Idk just read the stuff when I am expressing more excitement about stuff if you do not want to feel uncomfortable unless people being joyful and excited makes you feel uncomfortable.... Idk what to do about that lmao