do not know how to help them very well yet and you know that you are probably doing better than them spiritually and mentally and emotionally and otherwise and more fulfilled in life and self-satisfied than them soo it feels awkward and you know that a lot of people are insecure and you are starting to come out of your insecurity and again it feels awkward....
awkward, also I apologize if anyone feels suicidal or uncomfortable or threatened that I see through them umm, I cannot really help that yet but sometimes life just sucks and you have to keep going and moving through it you know ? like I am not going to dim my light to please other people, if being seen for your full soul self both conscious and subconscious makes you feel some type of way then you have some healing wrok to do and better get to it because the longer that you wait the longer the torture endures
