because if I help him it will help a lot of people because he has a a powerful influence but if I am led away from him then I will leave all thoughts of him in the past, I might already be being led away from him but I wanted to give this offer first, and if he does not take it then I will know for sure that it is best to stop thinking about him I have some powerful healing methods that have brought increased peace in my heart and I would be willing to try some stuff on him through his subconscious, but permission is the most important part since I work with archangels and angels and they respect freewill to an extent I am not sure completely to what extent but yeah I am not going to try to heal him specifically unless he gives me permission
