Tony's post called "delora and turquie", it's a great post and has a lot of good points and if you want to have more insight into this situation you SHOULD. go read it before you read this but remember that's only a glimpse of everything and there is more.
https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/26841/1/delora-and-turquie#post190855
I was 17 when she did what she did. 16 when I first came on the site. And I was stupid. And that was before even tony. And sometimes a victim can be obsessed and infatuated with the person who hurt them, especially when sexually and especially when that is their first sexual experience as a teen and especially when they have experienced sexual abuse as a child already which I did from my cousin though I hate fucking admitting it way beforehand.
What you are seeing in Tony's post is only a fraction, of a glimpse in all of it. And in my obsession. But Emily despite that no one believes it had just as much an obsession with me as I with her, even if not at first. And it was not the same form of obsession at all. She would make puppets to torment me and trick me in between the highs in our relationship, tormenting me relentlessly in the lows and trying to make me jealous with puppets to keep me chasing.
Emily and I had shit even before tony and Emily saw me, but it wasn't until far down the line with the help of Tony that I SAW HER. I married my husband when I was still a teenager.
Notice in the chat how I am defensive. Notice Emily is using puppets again just like I said she did when blackmailing me pretending to be Colin.
Even if Emily had been slightly to old for me I would have been happy with it. But she was acting like a high school teenager in the beginning. However, she was even older than Tony knew. She was not even twenty. And notice I thought she was even younger than that.
"Fuck she's older"
Yep.
I had caught her in a lie but I was to prideful to admit I had fallen for it, and I myself had pretended to be older to Tony and I didn't want to out her because I thought she might get revenge by leaking my real age so I said
"I assumed I was older"
No, I didn't help myself at all. Because I was FUCKING STUPID.
I was defensive for a reason. I was talking about "telling on" Emily for a reason. I was scared of my info being leaked in that conversation for a reason.
And Emily was fucking with me with puppets trying to make me jealous and piss me off for a reason.
And last but not least as far as the image I got from Tony
Emily shared old photos of herself at that time. OLD photos
It didn't only last three days is was very very on and off. Very volatile and insane.
On a side note, though I would say I was 19, I was enthusiastic about getting older and at this point had turned 18. But I was like oh 18 is practically 19 and most people on the site were older than me so yes, I lied, because I was stupid and that will probably get in the way of me getting any justice due to that, but Emily did know my real age because when I first stumbled across her I hadn't started doing that yet and because I was in love with her I would tell her everything. And it but me in the ass.
Evidence I had lied was guess how old I was with allister and br quite a while after all this?
Emily was trying to act like Tony wanted a threesome to me and had a puppet of him at one point, because she could see Tony was a true friend and wanted the best for me, and she wanted to isolate me from all my friends including tony, who I have respect and even a level of reverence for to this day for being so patient with my stupid ass for so long. and Tony helped me finally let Emily go, and though she tried to act like she wanted that she certainly did not and she had animosity towards tony FOR IT even though tony was INNOCENT and she accused HIM.
I wish Emily wasn't overage at that time. I wish it was the case. I would feel stupid for throwing a fit but I would also feel ten times better and things in my world would go back to how it was before. I wish this entire thing was some fucked up misunderstanding even if I look like an idiot in the end.
But she was as I just recently learned. And I can't ignore it.
