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I mean like why do I have more loving gentle energy in my heart now ?  that seems like healing to me

and why have all of my soul fragments been coming back like one after another as a result of doing the meditations ?

like fuck,  If I am going to be on one side or another I want to one on the one that makes me feel angelic until I transcend duality completely

transcend duality but choose the benevolent side on the way up,  best chance of success Imo

Appearances can be a deceiving thing. 

PMed this in response to stuff you sent me, but it feels relevant here too: 

Turncoat:
I am of the mindset that balance is more ideal than rushing on joy.

For myself I have seen too much of a good thing lend to stronger emotional mood swings, having it work like a key to the lock of feelings rather than just a kind of feelings.

As happy as I could be is also how sad, how angry, etc.

When I hear narratives about how amazing something is for cases like yours it lends to me worrying, as I see harm coming from it even if it is not at the time directly harming you.

It's like how some drugs are kinda, feel good doesn't always mean good.

It to me seems in your case that as high as you let yourself ride is what announces how hard the crash will be, the comedown.

"What comes up must come down".

False Light can feel good too, and when only the human can judge it when good and bad can both feel good?

It's rough to gauge when it can't just be purely sensory.

false light tries to convince you to worship them,  true light doesn't  true light will heal you and give you your personal power back and is fine with appreciation

this is how I know that the archangels are not false light beings  :)

shamanqueen said: 

Idk right now,  but they have amazing vibes  I do not think that they are preventing my ascension but only time will tell