It is about to tip into the malevolent stuff in me having less influence on myself and my surroundings than the benevolent (positive if you will) stuff
this is a workout and I am pushing and pushing to not let it slide back again If it doesn't work this time then it will work in one of the next 2 times that I try it I can predict that :) very happy about this
for those of you who think "good vs evil" doesn't exist it does but staying in a duality mindset is not helpful in becoming "good" transcending the duality mindset is very much helpful in becoming good and freeing your subconscious mind from shame and guilt
people need to stop believing that good vs. evil does not exist while simultaneously understanding that transcending the duality mindset is helpful in winning the war against evil until you actually are fully transcended up out of evil within and externally this human reality is an Illusion of separation from being God