I just freaking psychopomped a dead person out of my energy that has been in there for God knows how long
soo the appointment with the new shaman did not end up happening because I did not feel comfortable and ended up being late (it was a free intake not an actual session) and I realized that the shaman that I already have is probably the right one for me, but I felt scared of her rejecting me because of how much darkness that I have in and around me and if she can sense that but she is learning from me just as I am learning from her and I was the first person that she tried something new on and she even shared her notes with me I feel sad that wetiko / malignant egophrenia takes over and sometimes influences me to feel soo impatient and greedy and always wanting "more, better, now !", but healing takes time and she would totally know what to do with this dead person situation as she has removed entities off of me before (maybe there is a lot of them and that is part of my problem lol maybe I am like a deep pit of dead people and demons who knows :p)
uhh, yeah well that is enough morbid macabre for today anyway, but yeah some dead people definitely do hang out on the earth plane after death
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I should prob ask my shaman mentor what to do about the situation from last night and tell her about the portal I did and ask her if it actually worked or if the person is still in my energy but I blocked it out of my consciousness because I was scared (I do this a lot- block my third eye out of fear and feeling overwhelmed but I wouldn't even be scared if I felt confident knowing how to heal and help these paranormal situations without messing stuff up or getting myself in even more trouble)
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How do you know this entity is a middle aged from medieval times, because it told you?
How can you be sure that's honest on the spirit's part?
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2/27/2023 6:47:42 PM
How do you know this entity is a middle aged from medieval times, because it told you?
How can you be sure that's honest on the spirit's part?
I don't! I think that I just assumed, but to be honest all that I picked up on was that he was male and middle aged I could have accidentally merged consciousnesses with a neighbor that lives underneath me for all I know anymore lol I just assumed my third eye has been often blocked because I am so sensitive to my surroundings and the energies on earth are quite harsh but as I raise my frequency and dissolve cords and contracts and such I will be more able to handle my surroundings also, my shaman had me do a clearing meditation just in case that person's energy was still attached to me and I feel pretty awesome right now it was specifically this one and works with the archangels and normally I do not trust other spiritual entities but I was like eff it why not I was already feeling like I was in hell and turns out that it was probably a good decision ? this type of meditation is not for everyone though lol you release your attachments to like anything but then also call in light grids and such
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there is so very freaking little that I know about the spirit world- the more that I learn the more I realize that I barely know anything lol and besides I am a shaman-in-training not like an actual shaman who knows how to respond to everything properly (yet)
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