Now that I’ve discovered assisted suicide the will to do this is really strong. There’s an application process and 10k, though I don’t know how much of that you get back if they don’t take you. Can you imagine if they don’t take you. I have to get my passport and health records. I have a rare form of skin cancer to note but it’s quite possibly not severe (yet). It’s localized to my arm mostly and I go to the doctor and stand in a light box with uvb that is not unlike a tanning booth, and I googled that disease and assisted suicide and saw that the first in Australia the woman had the same thing. Getting everything in order could take months. I really don’t want to go on. Reached out to a former psychiatrist who says I’m trauma bonded and there is hope, it’s just so compelling to keep thinking there’s an easy way out though. Is this what they call black pill? I don’t want to survive my family I want to go but want to stop thinking about it.
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