this field for delivering therapeutic services may be able to benefit from a broader and deeper penetration into ways of viewing and understanding the soul.
I have been upset at therapy "failing me" for a while now and I desire to forgive and release this resentment instead of being upset with psychotherapy I need only long for it to more easily reach and heal the deeper more core traumatic wounds that are often repressed
I would also like to add the same for traditional psychiatric medication, but I am not promoting "oh yeah everyone should go do a bunch of psychadelic drugs and ayahuasca" but microdosing under trained supervision is probably not the worst idea ever I am personally avoiding doing any drugs except smoking cigarettes until I am feeling more psychologically stable and maybe even for life unless I feel super called to use a plant medicine for healing
interestingly enough, during my lsd trips I hallucinate mostly stuff from the other world and I think that it freaked my ex boyfriend out when I told him about what I was seeing during a trip that I took with him I was seeing a lot of demonic stuff as well as animal forms overlaying our bodies (I did not tell him about the animal stuff or maybe I did) and I was seeing a lot of symbols and experiencing different time periods in the past such as ancient egypt and prehistoric vibes and my ex boyfriend actually turned into a demonic type pterodactyl in my mind during intercourse and yeah I had no idea that any of this stuff were indicators that my mind processes life in a shamanic way but looking back.... yeah
but I felt very out of control on lsd the couple times that I tried it, and I think that it is safer to journey to the other world in trance on specific planned out missions than to just "trip out" soo idk if I will ever even use ayahuasca but if I do really end up living in a jungle or a forest some day with some shamanic practioning people someday probably
