You are having delusions of grandeur. Show a therapist all of your posts here.
palepeach if I knew how to be a genuine healing influence on both humanity and nature would you want me to lead ? because spirit is teaching me and I would not mind leading once I know what I am doing
are all people who become world leaders delusional if they had an intuitive sense that it might be their calling before actually becoming said world leader?
This is just like when you thought you were devine mother. You aren't a leader, you are a homeless person with Schizophrenia who needs help.