I'm starting to think you can't really see other people, like some sort of social blindness.
When pressed for you to describe how other people are you still make it about yourself somehow.
Don't you think its a little strange that when I'm talking about myself its of very little substance? I mean in all actuality its just hyperbole and big fancy words, a whole lotta nothing burger. It's not even that creative, its a repeating record on loop, bing bang bong bing bang bong bing bang bong.
Why would I be pressed to even describe others or take such pressure seriously?
I can't describe people here if I feel as though what I would say wouldn't be correct. I don't interact much because I don't want to open up to people here, I don't want you to get to know me.
I have no real desire to join in discussions about Med and Chapo, when I talk to ChallengedSeeker, I tell her suicide is the only way out, because I feel she and the rest of the world would be better off if she didn't breathe anymore.
Alice and Peach play into my intrigue, a wholesome couple that do things that perhaps one day I will do with a significant other.
This forum is just an excuse, an indulgence in being miserably retarded, When I ship out I hope to potentially never return here unless I come back completely better and different than this thing speaking to you now.
The truth is, I can be a paranoid retard, even now if I could go back, I would've never interacted here as I dread anything that could come back to bite me. There's a fucking retard out there that is obsessed with me and he has the potential to be the next ChrisChan and you think I want recognition? Last thing I need is that connecting here, and one day my ass is displayed on something like KiwiFarms where people want to know who the fuck is the person that this retarded incel mutant fuck who can't grasp social cues or anything at ALL is obsessed with
My life has been entirely meaningless for the most part, and I will change it.
Oh wow its me talking about myself again WHO COULD'VE THUNK
Regardless, soon, very soon I will gone