I guess I only joined this site coming from a broken place mentally. Queen already points out the way the site can feed that negativity for some of us.
I only posted back recently as I remembered what could be a "narc wound."
Does me being a narcissist make me a bad person? Yes obviously but negativity fixes nothing as has already been proven that narcs still respond best to positivity like the rest of you.
I also do realize that this place harbors psychopaths/confident narcissists which becomes even worse for me as I am only a vuln narc and I've learned psychopaths really are just incompatible no matter how narc I feel.
I think things could be changing soon and I might feel no impulse to return if I heal.
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It's possible to construct healthy social bonds here, too.
What would you like to be different about your involvement at SC?
My life is so strained that I can't imagine putting effort into relations I can't extract value from. All I have left is carnalness, autism, and narcissism as a mixed bag of neglect and abuse.
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