1. Turncoat
Prolly traveling
2. Chapo
Dead.
3. Spatial Mind
Complaining about how unfair the system is to men and harassing women
Nathan might be dead after mommy and daddy stops supporting him
You expect that to be within five years time?
I'd likely find someone else to cooperate with for living conditions, be it a roommate or S.O. Without my folks' aid I'd get a little extra pocket money too, so I could throw in on rent depending on where I go and how many I live with.
The goal is to go back into the field and see if I can handle it or not. If the latter at least I'll know and already have plans around it, but if I can make it through I want to help people not need pills.
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I am planning on going back to school, there might be some changes to my lifestyle.
What will you study?
I am planning on going back to school, there might be some changes to my lifestyle.
What will you study?
It'd be the next four years of Psych.
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I am planning on going back to school, there might be some changes to my lifestyle.
What will you study?
It'd be the next four years of Psych.
Nice. Do Pysch programs have specializations? Do you have anything in particular you would like to specialize in?
I'll be a student for the next 4-6 years, so you're not alone.
Men are measured by what they can do or provide for others. Otherwise we'll be considered losers.
It's not about what we do for a living, or if we're at the helm of some empire. It'll be all about how much we have to lose that determines where we are in life.
Without material possessions, a man will appear to be nowhere in life.
Do you think that?
I understand how this may be the majority view. Do you see things that way?
Yes.
Life is kinda pointless without any children. I heard Tate say that once, and it's true man. At 45 I feel kinda different. My immune system probably isn't the same, I'll have to be more careful, start getting checked out to prevent early death. It's pretty freaky.
Aside from that, it's usually women who ask the same question "where will they be in 5 years". And everytime what matters is how successful they are, or if the man can buy expensive shit. That's all it is.
If you're a multi billionaire people will never ask where will you be in the next 5 years, because what difference will it make if you're still filthy rich ? Right ?
People don't ask this question to find you're poor and working for charity, then give you merit for that.
3. Spatial MindHe will be significantly different in five years' time. Unlike the two others, I see Spatial as someone who has dreams. There's no way he'll be the same in 5 years' time.
Dreams really come true, and it's been the case with everyone. People are willing to settle, or they say "I can't get a good job" but just saying that is an affirmation or a command. Then they have their 9 to 5 job that they hate, meanwhile they are the ones who said "I will get a job" before they went and got one.
I'll tell you this about me, 5 years ago.
You all knew me as you do 5 years ago, in 2017. I said, "I don't want to work". In the summer of 2017 I was playing this game called 1000 wives or something like that. It basically was a number counter game that would go up endlessly. I thought to myself, Man, I wish I can have numbers on the screen show up and make money like that. Being enthusiastic about PC building, I found a youtube video of a mining rig. I thought wtf is this ? this guy has 8 GPU's on a build. I saw he was making money. It is Ethereum, what is Ethereum I googled. It's a cryptocurrency. What is cryptocurrency ? Bitcoin !? Shit was 3 grand, when I first head of Bitcoin it was 3 cents.
So I said, yes, I will do this mining thing, oh yes I will, it's not cheap to start off but it will pay for itself, and I did my research
I enjoyed documenting this. That Mother bord in the center is thee, H110 Pro BTC+. I lucked out and the shop had 1 left. That board is made to handle up to 13 GPU's the best at what it does in my opinion. There's one that goes to 18 GPU's I think, but that is too much for power reasons.
I showed all of you what I was doing. Showing off that Radeon Card. 1 of 27.
Band new. The gaming community hated me. Same with some of the store employees. I was only allowed to buy 2 at a time, but the second those GPU's came in, I'd swoop in like a vulture and snatch 2 at a time, sometimes I'd manage 4 in a day.
Some more of this ^ Above capacity but I'm happy.
I took my old Phenom build and turned it into a rats nest, used for testing new GPU's and I also used it to flash the bios for mining. I was high on life. You know when you can smell something nice just around the corner ?
Parts from China took awhile to come in, the risers. I thinking to myself at the time most of the world doesn't even know about this, I'm still early. And it's true, I totally was.
I designed the frame myself and chopped up the metal at a friend's machine shop. When the machine came to life, I then had to learn how to use the mining software, which only took a day, but it did take weeks to optimize so it would run stable.
I also had at my disposal, and brand new unused industrial unit. There's the panel box, and you might notice it doesn't even have any plugs set it. This place was raw. I decided I won't do it because I found faster ways to make cryptocurrency.
That's just the start of my story 5 years ago, in the summer of 2017. ( It will be 6 years this summer ) I eventually dumped 100,000 CAD ( 80K USD ) into Ethereum in 2019 and 2020, which of course worked out better than building a supercomputer to mine it. so I opted out of mining for trading/marketing. I don't just accumulate cryptocurrency, I sell it. You have to.
Am I really that different than I was 5 years ago ? A whole lot of you would suggest I am. I made a pretty penny in front of you, and in the next bull run 2024. I can't even say what I'm going to be worth, but because of how I make money a dollar is worth more to me than it is to other people. Right now I seriously believe in my heart, that $1 is worth $10,000 at the least. That's my expectation.
Time comes, I sell. And now I'll do shit like buy that Tesla I've always wanted. I can have the Tesla now, but again $1 has too much potential for me to go and buy a car that will cost me a quarter million in income taxes and sales taxes and the retail price.
5 years from now, I'm 50 years old, I'm either feeling like shit or I'm a health nut pressed for time, then some hater will ask, Where will you be in 5 years. Doesn't matter. What seems to matter is if the world has opened up to you, and it does so if you've accumulated a fortune.
It's not the material things that matter in life. It's the people. The people keep us. We're going to look back and think about the people, not the things before we die. As men it'll be about what we did for them.
If a man can't deliver, then what's the point of his existence ?
For all I know I could end up being an older Father, and that will be easy to do. If my GF doesn't want to give me one, then I'll find one. Just some normal broad. Maybe she'll rip me in half, but at least I'll get my kids. Life could be very empty in 5 years.
What will you study?
It'd be the next four years of Psych.
Nice. Do Pysch programs have specializations? Do you have anything in particular you would like to specialize in?
Abnormal Psychology, as at least as coursework that was the best material and the most relevant to my focus.
I've heard a few people throw the idea of "Art Psychology" at me lately too, which might be a way to tie in my double major. My dissertation was a tie-in about the impacts of art on the mind through controlling sensory data, so it's already related.
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