it is a pain in the ass to make mistakes, but ultimately as long as I learn from them which I am they are really just catalysts for wisdom and increasing precision and power like a surgeon- but for healing the soul too not only the physical body
I should have been treating it as delicately and precisely as a surgeon all along not just hoping that I can fix my messes after they are made and being careless about it even though I would like to think that all mistakes that I made in the past can be remedied- it will probably save me time and a lot of stress to take using my gift that being faith healing via words and visualizations more seriously