I think that I am being called to become a shaman certain people are chosen in a community of people to become shamen also known as energy healers and have been since the beginning of time and it is possible that I am one of them
they travel to this other place called the otherworld or spirit world in a trance state to receive messages and heal energy for themselves and other people and nothing has sounded more interesting to me in my life I feel like I am being initiated into that calling due to the circumstances of my life a dark night of the soul / existential crisis is usually the precursor to becoming an energy healer and I have been going through that