Let me be explain about myself.
First I'm a 25yo woman. I love metal music, deathcore,black metal and other generes, I'm an artist too, I write poetry and I play guitar. Apparently I've a normal life. I'm studyng for help the enveironment
The problem is that I don't care about me and also other people. Much I try much I fail.
Maybe I didn't really ever discover love, 'cause I don't know how to love.
I think about creepy scenes, old memories in my mind that are destroying my brain.
I don't use drugs or alchool, I have so much confusion in my mind for various trauma and abuses...
My life was a hell and I'm lost control now.
If I write a book romancing all the bad histories of my life? Do you think it would exorcise my violent impulses?