days of dirt and blood
nights indulge in denial
blame and guilt flood
putting yourself on trial
the sweet taste of sanctimony
to swallow the bitter taste of testimony
what if you find
that if you change your mind
that being wrong
could make it right
that always choosing to fight
doesn’t make you strong
she is my under-the-weather
fair-weather friend
who hopes for the future
but prays for an end
she works and she plays
in the most ordinary ways
she’s tired, tries to stay inspired,
but still has all those bills to pay