soo I have been looking into like why a lot of celebrities faces are ending up looking really weird and unnatural not in a good way and it is because the fillers create pockets in their skin which they need to fill with more fillers until eventually as they age their faces start to droop off their skull- which, yuck and I feel super sad for these people that I used to feel jealous of because of finally realizing that the grass is not greener on the other side and these people are under soo much stress and pressure to appear perfect- and the smiling faces and what look to be like fun parties and stuff like that are not really fooling me anymore for me, I do not like to be stressed which is why I am headed towards more meditative and calm peaceful path of existence and the more that I am detaching from my previous jealousy the more that the reality about what it is actually probably like to be famous is becoming apparent and yeah ultimately I feel sad for them