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I feel like a new person every year and I have so much more to go

edit: except the 2 covid years, those felt like a month 

Yes definitely

Yes.  But this always involves reformatting the old self, so there is much that is recursively haunting.

3 years ago I would have told you to suck on a tailpipe but now I would tell you that you deserve love just like everyone else.

I own land

I'm pursuing higher education

My marriage has greatly improved

I have lost weight

I eat healthier

I exercise more 

I have learned to play a new instrument

I am better at cooking and have learned new recipes 

I have new hobbies such as keeping a pet cricket, gardening, chalk art and creating terrariums

I have an adoptive father who loves me 

I'm taking surfing lessons

I'm independent, have my own place 

I have been doing a lot of work/actually being employed having a real job 

Have gotten better with managing my autism/autism symptoms

Have taken up weed oil and found it helps amazing

Have a new female best friend who I'm loyal to until the end and hang out with on the regular. 

Am a responsible pet owner of a pet cricket 

Better hygiene 

Closer to god and very devout in my religion

Still kind of a fag :( 

Have better people skills 

Am better at applying makeup properly 

Moved back to Hawaii. 

Am in a more stable situation where I have food security

 Do a lot of community service 

Have given about 2000$ to charity 

More open to new music and trying new things

Have finally accepted that women in general are fucking impossible

Am more muscular/physically stronger

Walk 4 to eight miles a day

 Study Torah.

Attends virtual synagogue each shabbos 

Follow a healthy pescetarian diet with lots of vegetables, nuts, seeds, and fruits

Getting more things done without assistance

Can finally tie my shoes on my own

And more.

Hope the DIY improvement continues.

I unraped myself

Xadem said: 

I unraped myself

 Good job buddy

I haven't in any way that's meaningful to me. I thought getting a new job recently would help me, and I guess it did. It helped me realize what I don't want in life at least not at this time.

It's not a bad job, in fact a really well good paying job with amazing benefits, just that it doesn't fulfill me as a person. It isn't enough, and it eats away most of my time to do anything else, since in total it eats up 10-13 hours every day for 5 days a week. I'm going to have to lose my benefits to do part time because if I don't do part time, I can't do college or anything else that's productive really. It's the ass cancer of living in bumfuck nowhere away from civilization. 

I have plans to improve drastically though, and I have faith. I am just with a headache, annoyed right now. 

I haven't improved, if anything i got worse