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Then came a gust of wind from the south, and it pisses hard rain all day.

The sky clears and before the Sun goes down there's a rainbow from Chapo to Med, then once again Chapo refuses to honor thy bet.

Med7:
I started having sex too early
I want the one
Someone I worked with as a scribe plays Pokémon go
Interesting
I want Chapo
Is he worth it?

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Chapo:
I’m gonna be on top of the world
if this shit works out
This girl is like off the charts
absolute overall 10/10

Med7:
She works in finance she comps the meals how else does she know about cryptocurrency trading
Comp ie her employer pays for the meals as tax write off
Here spatial you want Chapo’s burner phone it’s [REDACTED]

Spatial Mind:
What is a burner phone ?
I don't need Chapo's phone number
Why would I pay long distance when I can just call him on discord for free if I wanted to speak to him.

Med7:
What’s a long distance phone charge anymore
Somebody call it

Chapo:
Can you pls stfu

Med7:
It’s not in my nature.

Chapo:
Well it seems you’ve truly given up haha

Med7:
Given up how

Chapo:
Lol you’re just trying or piss me off
at this point

Med7:
Not really

Chapo:
to imagine that posting that number would help your chances with me is hilarious

Med7:
I apologize

Chapo:
Not really good enough

Med7: 
fervently

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Chapo:
Guess I’ll probably just end up with cs in a month

Med7:
if not?
call me

The Stalker is Short Circuiting. 

She's straight up writing texts she'll never send while the ghost of her dead father tells her what to do, then she begins acting against herself. 

For context, prior to this, after resisting being scammed, Chapo's been bitter at all of women being able to vote over how it is ruining the planet. Med was debating with him but was just as sheepish as normal when it comes to speaking her mind against her God. Following this we begin discussing her chances, and with that you can see Med's coping abilities in full swing, justifying how her Chapo is not truly gone. 

Med's Coping Skills: 

Turncoat:
I don't think Chapo's joking @Med

Med7:
That’s fine
Tc

Turncoat:
Dude's all sour over almost being scammed, now sees women as destroying the planet. 🤣

Med7:
He just wanted to marry her and divorce for the money anyway

Turncoat:
Nah he said she's a 10/10.

Med7:
04:04 Chapo: Scam the bitch and divorce lmfao
Anyway

Turncoat:
I read the whole thing, for days.

Med7:
I had a dream tryp got married don’t know what that symbolizes

Turncoat:
Dude's adrenal, not sure what he wants.
Got off nine times to this scam.
Sent hundreds of texts.
Almost thought she was still real when told to pay her.

Med7:
You have a way of talking about other people when they are present

Turncoat:
He's been flooding the chat with how excited he was for this girl.
I mean Chapo is free to respond.

Med7:
How gracious of you free to respond

Turncoat:
Otherwise he hasn't said anything for like six minutes.
But yeah, reality check, guy wanted the 10/10 rich chick, then when that turned out to be fake went to CS again. If it were just about divorcing for money he could do that to you.
CS has nothing, yet he picks her over you after the rich venture fails.

Med7:
She’s a lawyer he thinks she’ll make bank

Turncoat:
He could be with you as ensured payroll.
But he picks the homeless person.
With child.

Med7:
Afk

Turncoat:
lol
The idea of him masturbating to scamming someone, as you seem to imagine it, is actually funnier than him just getting off to a hot babe.

Med7:
Why’d you put fervently before not good enough. Your copy is imperfect.

Turncoat:
It saved on characters and the two flow better together over context. It's clear your apology and the adjective following were meant to be one idea.

Med7:
Not

Turncoat:
Would it make you feel better if I changed it? :P

Med7:
You’re editorializing

Turncoat:
So yes?
Alright I'll do you this one favor.

Med7:
It’s no favor trust me

Turncoat:
There we go, better?

Med7:
I like the addition of color
That’s about it

Turncoat:
Anyway, yeah Chapo would rather pick a homeless woman, who calls him a rapist publicly, with a child someone else fathered.
Most wouldn't do that.

Med7:
away from keyboard

Turncoat:
I thought you were back tho
Were even reading the website.

Apparently we have a button now to force Med AFK, like a Block Feature Lite. 

Med7:
Can’t remember the rest of the dream tryp so I can’t figure out why (in relation to having a dream where Tryp gets married)

Tryptamine:
well i am in a stage where i am willing to settle down and have a long term partner
which at my age probably means marriage

Med7:
Ah it was a premonition lol

Tryptamine: 
it may have been intuition
i'm less inclined toward the psychic :p
tho more so over time

Turncoat:
Could be her father feeding her premonitions.
Ghostly activity.

Tryptamine:
tc that's just rude

Med7:
Nah I don’t believe that

Turncoat:
The two are in contact right now.
He stopped her from sending a text.

Tryptamine:
oh for real

Turncoat:
She said it this week.

Med7:
I just imagined he would say Don’t send it that’s all

Tryptamine:
oh
why you hyperbolizing nigga

Turncoat:
Check the chat log, this version now is after she had more time to rationalize it.

Tryptamine:
lots of details, boring long story
#2 peloton is a good idea if u actually use it

Med7:
I will in about two weeks
Think I made a mistake getting the phone photo lens but we will see
Should just buy new phone
I rationalized my dad would say the lens is less money than new phone and to start there

It's totally ghosts. 👻

While it is interesting to watch her seek out more socially acceptable words for whatever's going on here, the more important takeaway from this is that this is further confirmation of her "imagined" father giving her advice that is not always aligned with her own judgement. This is not the first time she has begun to receive guidance from him either. 

As per her patterns in the past, this aligns with her warning signs over once she starts bringing up her father again, as through former testing she's shown herself as only willing to talk about him in the public space when going through shit, which pairs with her recent on-off switch over Chapo, swapping between giving up his number in the chat for someone else to call to apologizing "fervently". 

This form of her is more honest with stronger stretches of near-lucidity, but this is also the same state of mind where she makes more questionable choices and has even crashed a car. If she were to write stories or paint pictures while in each mindset, it'd be liable to show stark differences. 

How does Tony not know what a burner phone is? Guy is like in his mid 40s

We've been watching her ramp up in general in such a way as to establish a rough timeline of events: 

Stage 1:
She began this cycle more notably after she and her bisexual friend had a falling out, which then led to her attacking other lesbians and bisexuals on this website after people began to defend her ex-friend (in response to reading screencapped chat logs), even going as far as to dox them when angry as transference.

Generally after this she began to find anything related to homosexuality an immediate subject of disgust, rather than the discomfort it once was, and once noticing that as a common belief with Chapo she even tried to enterprise on it as a way to connect with him. 

Stage 2:
Following this was Peach and Alice's Peen Application topic, which led to her taking the topic immediately as a threat towards her man in spite of there having been no suggestion over that being the case beyond some very loose presumptions she made over Peach referencing where Chapo works (with asterisks, it wasn't a threat or whatever) alongside other tangent material relevant to her paranoia gathering ammo.

She starts trying to bribe Chapo with a new bong, but then gets too grabby with the terms, leading to him accepting an offer to sleep with Alice and Peach that they never expressly made towards him. He has since acquired a new bong on his own, rendering her offer twice-rejected. 

Stage 3: 
Noticing things aren't well in the kingdom, she begins to try to hook Chapo on the line with betting, knowing his hunger for cash has worked before and is how she can net him back long enough to keep her inner-world alive. It's around this time that Chapo and Good begin talking about a Block feature to disable Med's means of communicating with him once and for all, which has led to her going into bursts of denial over how it won't happen, that it's a dream or otherwise not a reality she will have to face. Chapo has used this time to rejoice in the chat over his imminent freedom coming, with her starting to gain the confidence to occasionally call him rude. 

It is around this time she begins bringing up her father again, going on about how her "imagining" of him made her stop sending an angry text to Chapo at 3am. The symptoms are aligning and the warning signs are coming to pass, she's entering shakier ground at this point and even her Chapo worship is beginning to more openly come into conflict with the rest of what's on her mind. Her father has entered the scene, a direct shift from struggling to talk about him publicly to finding herself bringing him up seemingly at random, as a stand-in for Chapo in the way I suspect Chapo was a stand-in for him. 

Stage 4: 
It begins with a simmer at seeing him trying to hook up with clones that the two of them thought resemble his ex-wife, then went to a bubble once he began to talk about taking ChallengeSeeker back, then went to a full boil once he began to seek out another woman on the side once CS chose to flake out and delay it by a month or so. Since here we've been seeing her actually semi-lash at Chapo through text in the chat, ranging between saying she has no idea what he means to more words over how he's rude, and that he will live to regret this when she's gone. Her denial then claims he's taking notes from talking to other people (suggesting he's impressionable), and at one point even released his cellphone number into the chat while saying people should call it. 

Her AFK patience is strongly reduced over the likely adrenaline, but also that much faster to throw out defensively. It's fairly easy to assume she is still there, watching, waiting, on the website even longer than I am each day. It's also worth noting that she is willing to throw out angry doxes as early as Stage 1, and as late as Stage 4 over CS. 

The walls are coming down, and Chapo is brandishing his fatherly pride over being able to see Jade once again. Her only cope is that he is going for people who aren't her for their money, which... is a fascinating thing to focus on plainly when that's the bait for her own fishing lure. 

A Med who can fully experience the truth, a Stage 5 Med, might seriously be scary. Would a functional Block feature be all it takes to see that? He and I have spoken over how he struggles to not respond to people who are talking to him as being the sole culprit for how she keeps tricking him into having conversations with her, so this could be the beginning of something different. 

I can't help but feel her fears over how others could take Chapo from her are related to her own ideas of how to try to keep him, yielding a rather controlling personality rather than one that could settle for seeing Chapo be happy. 

crow leaving really messed u up tc

natasha87 said: 

crow leaving really messed u up tc

 i haven't noticed a difference i don't often read his tranny blogs.

Dragoonkz said: 

natasha87 said: 

crow leaving really messed u up tc

 i haven't noticed a difference i don't often read his tranny blogs.

This otherwise seems fairly consistent with how I've been about Med (and some others here like Turquie) over the years, but you'd have to look more than a year and a half back to get an idea which with this post count I don't blame you. 

Honesty moment though, it was a hard year, but as of around November I've been starting to become closer to my older self.