She's given me some interesting details on Discord the last few hours.
Ohh baby do tell?
I don't like sharing screen caps of private conversations.
But she does know exactly how Chapo has impacted her life negatively, and its not the first time she has acknowledged it in our conversations. That's what's interesting about her, she's not dumb and knows what has happened to her and what will continue to happen. She just doesn't seem to have the will to turn it all around.
I've seen it more as a processing problem with ups and downs when it comes to lucidity.
When she's acting more batshit, she is that much closer to having the gift of sight, while when she's more closed up and guarded is when she's housing weird shit. It's more like the fantasy of those two working out works as a defensive wall over the rest of her problems, so fighting to keep that intact means not having to deal with her deeper issues.
Typically when she's able to talk about her dad, that's a signal for what state of mind she's in.
I think Chapo is fair game since he over and over again distanced herself from med and even preferred other very questionable women over her such as CS etc. Med should come to terms that Chapo slays pussy and ass wherever and whenever he wants and that does not include hers. I wonder if this crazy obsessive fixation helps her to avoid her own homosexual desires or which other purpose it could serve.
