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It is good something got through to you. How would you describe your mental state now?

How badly did you end up hitting your head that day you were trying to die? 

compassionatequeen said: 

https://www.cnn.com/2019/07/01/us/youtube-etika-desmond-amofah-suicide-trnd/index.html

https://www.dailydot.com/upstream/etika-suicidal-message-youtube/

 

he was a famous youtuber going through a manic psychosis thing very similar to mine-  telling people that he was the antichrist and a god and stuff like that  (not making this up)  going through really intense mood swings and suicidal ideation until he actually drowned himself-  not sure how I found out about him but I did come across his story about a week ago and it was my wakeup call that what I was going through really was just manic psychosis and had no basis in reality at all and that if I did not get my mental health under control that I could end up like that just as easily

 

 

 Sounds like he pulled a Vanilla Sky and jumped off the bridge expecting to unlock his full potential.

Usually people do stuff like that due to heartbreak. You see, weakness is no good. Be mindful of adversarial people who are kind to you while weak too, or else you'll find supply and remain weak like they are. You're a highly sensitive person and 'could' absord people's energy and inherit their weakness while they use you to virtue signal scripted behaviors.

^I say "could" , cause you never quite did that this time. Maybe because I slapped your enabler in the mouth and you've stayed strong while noticing weak is uncool. Then the energy goes back, and your sympathizers return to their neutral shameful routine with you. Congratulations.

Spatial Mind said: 

compassionatequeen said: 

https://www.cnn.com/2019/07/01/us/youtube-etika-desmond-amofah-suicide-trnd/index.html

https://www.dailydot.com/upstream/etika-suicidal-message-youtube/

 

he was a famous youtuber going through a manic psychosis thing very similar to mine-  telling people that he was the antichrist and a god and stuff like that  (not making this up)  going through really intense mood swings and suicidal ideation until he actually drowned himself-  not sure how I found out about him but I did come across his story about a week ago and it was my wakeup call that what I was going through really was just manic psychosis and had no basis in reality at all and that if I did not get my mental health under control that I could end up like that just as easily

 Sounds like he pulled a Vanilla Sky and jumped off the bridge expecting to unlock his full potential.

Usually people do stuff like that due to heartbreak. You see, weakness is no good. Be mindful of adversarial people who are kind to you while weak too, or else you'll find supply and remain weak like they are. You're a highly sensitive person and 'could' absord people's energy and inherit their weakness while they use you to virtue signal scripted behaviors.

^I say "could" , cause you never quite did that this time. Maybe because I slapped your enabler in the mouth and you've stayed strong while noticing weak is uncool. Then the energy goes back, and your sympathizers return to their neutral shameful routine with you. Congratulations.

I don't think Turquie's still around because you saved her life any more than you bragging about having helped her get over her parasocial relationship. 🤣

Turquie's herself, tuning people out while, at most, learning something while not remembering the source. 

my understanding is that my manic psychosis was a subconscious expression of my negative judgmental Inner critic and idk if that is what he was going through but it is strange how similar his episode was to mine

compassionatequeen said: 

my understanding is that my manic psychosis was a subconscious expression of my negative judgmental Inner critic and idk if that is what he was going through but it is strange how similar his episode was to mine

 

 

 While you are in this clear state of mind you should write letters to your future self to read when you go into another episode.

PalePeach said: 

compassionatequeen said: 

my understanding is that my manic psychosis was a subconscious expression of my negative judgmental Inner critic and idk if that is what he was going through but it is strange how similar his episode was to mine

 While you are in this clear state of mind you should write letters to your future self to read when you go into another episode.

She... seems to struggle with re-reading her own material.