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I have decided that it is the best for both myself and everyone else for me to commit suicide  actually successfully completing my suicide is feeling like a puzzle though but if I can be brave and get enough strength to face all of my fears about doing it  (and about possibly failing which is why I need to choose the most failproof method and realistically the least painful and quickest because I do not want a long drawn out death)  I can figure this out