for me it has to do with rebelling against not feeling in control of my own mind and behaviors I despise it, I detest it and my ultimate form of rebelling is to end my life nothing about my mental disorders have to do with *my* choice and what I actually want for my life, and I am just done because I feel like I have barely any freewill at all and I am not okay with that
soo yeah, I have been planning for a while and been isolating myself from people and stuff now I am at the final phases where I am going to choose my method and actually go through with it
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