chaos = unpredictability and men are attracted to this as well whether they will confess to it or not most men become bored very easily with routine
my personality is unpredictable no matter what everything about me is unpredictable and chaotic and men find that thrilling
to be totally fair I cannot even predict myself lmao ;p
Chaos is typically not considered unpredictability, though some properties of chaotic systems can be considered unpredictable.
By definition, in the convention Chaos Theory and Nonlinear Dynamics, all chaotic systems are deterministic given they are systems with bounded state spaces. As such you know they will never exhibit behavior outside the bounds of those states, and therefore you can actually predict much of their behavior.
In relation to what you're saying, does this mean your new identity is the Queen of Chaos or something? Will your new replacement for christianity be anarchism? This is clever given we've witnessed multiple cycles of your behavior each with different claims to divine entities, it's plot twist consistent with the story that we've been dealing with the God of Chaos this whole time.