00:49 compassionatequeen: I left the forum because most of y'all are bullies and it is not a good look and I do not want to be associated with y'all honest truth
i feel like its this niche of culture here and humor that would not be at all acceptable in normal society or even certain places of the internet/to most people in general who don't "get it"
and it's just one of those things like, it's not that "serious" but it's because it is so far removed from society, people feel that their behavior here doesn't essentially matter or have any impact, going both ways either on themselves or the other individuals so they just behave, sort of unpredictably.
i don't hold this belief personally, there is significance everywhere simply because *you* are participating in it at the present moment. there is always impact of action or lack there of.
but there is this culture that is almost haphazard attitude here, and in some dark corners of places on the internet,... hah. and i just mean like, i've learned not to take it that seriously... it's almost like, take it with a grain of salt, roll off your back, etc.
people are just shitting out words, a lot of the time, without much insight or forethought or any deep matter of the heart and soul involved.
it is a place where some choose to shed those layers of humanity and expose a part of themselves that is perhaps, less appealing, but nontheless real, and a part of who they are and what makes them them.
but i understand that, that is not *all* of them, as they present here. and humans are in flux, meaning undergoing an ever evolving process. which parts they choose to share, or how they present, especially here, is not the full picture, often times. so its hard to say, oh yes, this person is a terrible person through and through.
basically what i'm saying is i've learned not to derive too much meaning from internet commentary, and don't let it form full ideas or depictions of what a person is, or what reality as a whole is.
i think, if you simply take an interest, that is enough for a place like this to be entertaining, and there are ways to understand how to use this space, without attaching any meaning to yourself about it.
for some, that may be the point.
but that being said, you have be careful what you expose yourself to, and ultimately do what you feel is best and healthiest for your happiness and well being.
