- clout chaser / attention where but also scared of attention
- a verbal abuser (I do not usually label myself or other people behavior doers but I used to engage in this behavior so much that I am labeling my past self that)
- a self and other people hater (I do not usually label myself or other people behavior doers but I used to engage in this behavior so much that I am labeling my past self that)
- un self-aware
- a shitposter
- a pessimist
and while I acknowledge that al of these personality traits used to be parts of myself I also recognize that while I accept that these were parts of myself that they still are but have toned down so much in intensity that they are no longer dominant parts of my personality- and also I recognize that people who only want to see the worst in me and drag me down will try to convince myself and other people that rhese are still dominant parts of my personality but in reality they are not- and the majority of feedback from other people that I have received about the improvements that I have made in these areas reveals the truth that I really have changed for the better soo idc what anyone on this forum has to say about it because none of you know the real me anyway lol like I went to a movie with chapo and spent at most three hours with him and that does not come anywhere close to counting as getting to know someone
