a lot of stuff- I see life and reality from a very different perspective than him and I think that we both need to come to peace with that, I have at least but he can choose to do whatever he wants but I do want to leave this forum in peace as I go on my journey of my highest self completely taking over me and finally transforming into the very best very expanded version of myself possible (I have been feeling expansive recently and I do not just mean physically soo not sure what this means exactly other than my previous perspective on reality has been shattered and broken down and I have a new more expanded perspective on reality that has really just grown and shifted like I feel lighter and freer and more confident than I ever have before something good and positive is definitely happening to me and I am for sure becoming a better person)
ultimately I feel happy and content with the way that I am now and the ways that I am transforming into the best version of myself and I do not find his critical comments of myself helpful, and so I decided that it is best for me to ignore him rather than waste time arguing about stuff that neither of us are likely to agree with each other on possibly ever (some people just see life and reality from very different perspectives and it is what it is but I am not going to change myself to make him happy, I will only change myself to make myself happy because people cannot please everyone and I personally do not desire to be the version of myself that he seems to want me to be, and I believe that if he would ever come to terms with accepting that that we would get along better and maybe I would have conversations with him again, but for now I have decided that it is unproductive on both of our ends as he is probably not going to change his perspective and I am probably not going to change my perspective and I am accepting that and I would appreciate the same in return, but if he cannot manage to do that then I am not going to continue having conversations with him
also goodbye sociopathcommunity, I am taking somewhat of a break from this forum and I am not sure how long that it will last this time