I just really think that I have lost the capacity to care or keep trying and I do not have enough of a reason to that works on my brain and emotions- personally
not enough reward = I am going to stop caring or trying and if I do not find being a "good person" emotionally rewarding on its own then I am peobably never going to be a good person or popular or any of that
Does this mean you'll be giving us a little 3 minutes of footage soon ?
nope, farthest from being in the mood for that I am hungry though im going to heat up some chicken tenders and mashed potatoes
not enough reward = I am going to stop caring or trying and if I do not find being a "good person" emotionally rewarding on its own then I am peobably never going to be a good person or popular or any of that
What is it about goodness or popularity that makes it so important to you?
I love mashed potatoes. Did you know it's extremely difficult to draw mashed potatoes ? Anyone who can pull that off isn't human.
It's up there with Fire and Water.
I apologize for saying that I am done working on my mental health and that I am not trying to be a good person anymore because I still am but I was in a very bad mood yesterday and I think that this forum has a bad influence on me because of the negativity and toxicity which is another reason why I am leaving, okay goodbye :)